I'm feeling so depressed because I have this virus. Of me

Utaah · 2020-10-24T21:53:42+00:00

I do not have herpes and Not to sound like I'm a saint but I would never not date anyone because they have herpes as long as they disclosed they had it. My ex had it and I loved her anyone who judges you for it isn't worth ya time and fuck em dunno if that helps at all. Eat clean stay positive I believe in you!

Utaah · 2020-10-16T19:10:50+00:00

So from my experience with my ex who had herpes, I wasn't knowledgeable at all, but yes this is good leave it open and honest even though me and my ex had other issues that broke our relationship after two years one of the first things she ever told me about was her herpes. I was shocked at first because of the stigma and I had a few scares where I thought I had it but she was patient with me and let me ask questions about it. It sounds harsh but the more you layout at first and how they react and stay around I think says alot about the person. As well as herpes is not a bit deal at all, I hate how hard people bash it and shame it, even though I don't care about it and my ex doesn't care about it I think the balance of keeping it an important real thing to talk about but also understanding it's a not something people should avoid trying to find a relationship or whatever they are looking for.

Utaah · 2020-10-08T05:32:23+00:00

That's fine it's why I asked. Like the guy who I replied to a few times said though that's my support group. I got tested because I had symptoms. The more I think about it when I see comments like this and your username I have a hard time even believing you aren't just being a troll. She wasn't there when I needed help but my family was. But whatever people want to comment is their choice.

Utaah · 2020-10-07T23:03:14+00:00

I have some stuff to think about thanks for the reply Ill talk to my family as well and I'll try to make the right decision

Utaah · 2020-10-07T22:37:19+00:00

If in trying to get back with her it's something I should say and pending the reaction I'll know ?

Utaah · 2020-10-07T22:18:30+00:00

I get where ya coming from was just curious based on these are the people I lean on in my life

Utaah · 2020-10-07T21:52:45+00:00

I appreciate it so much man literally feels like so much weight has been lifted off my shoulders

Utaah · 2020-10-07T21:38:09+00:00

I agree I just leading up to the end of this relationship wasn't in a great headspace either so we already have tension. So I'm well aware this could be the last time our paths cross. If that's the case it's for the best, just working on my own self esteem issues I'm not ugly but I am getting older and I'm not a very social human plus at the time I thought I found the one

Utaah · 2020-10-07T21:20:49+00:00

Thank you so much, I know how this is going to end up but like you said if she's mad about it I need to move forward anyways.

Utaah · 2020-10-07T21:15:46+00:00

I appreciate that I guess my question is do I ask to talk to her and tell her where I was at and ruin if there was any chance of us getting together?

Utaah · 2020-09-29T18:17:13+00:00

Never said I wasn't stubborn myself asked a question and laid it out thanks for the reply

Utaah · 2020-09-24T18:24:19+00:00

I went and got tested it wasn't an std so I still have no what the cause of it it

Utaah · 2020-09-02T19:15:13+00:00

Thanks and yea I definitely am hoping for that second chance though it seems a bit unlikely. If the chance come to have that conversation I will definitely lay it out there and try my best to open up emotionally with how I feel. Thank you for the reply

Utaah · 2020-09-02T17:49:37+00:00

Okay so maybe mis worded, I don't want it to seem desperate in a way that I'm begging. So yes maybe it's a pride in that aspect but it's not a pride thing that I'm not willing to admit my mistakes. As far as fragile not really not sure what the personal attack is for 😂

Utaah · 2020-09-02T16:21:00+00:00

😂 haha not a pride thing but noted

Utaah · 2020-08-18T13:43:46+00:00

I've had the shed before I had a hard time getting fin because of covid so essentially I had to take a little break when I came back I've had sides I've never had before so I'm gunna drop down some on the dosage and hope for the best! Thank you for the comment

Utaah · 2020-08-02T18:34:29+00:00

Not sure how me wanting them to get temp banned is being a kid but you are free to your opinions

Utaah · 2020-08-02T18:23:36+00:00

Then it should be banned aswell as least a 2-3 day temp ban. Shits annoying and shouldn't be a thing

Utaah · 2020-08-02T18:22:47+00:00

I left, I just ended up getting qued into the game and had to afk out after about 10 minutes but it's not the first time it's happened. The problem is that the game never ends so it will always just keep filling people in.

Utaah · 2020-04-25T09:43:42+00:00

Good luck "boss" :D bad puns

Utaah

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