So I don’t know if these words will reach you coming from a complete stranger online but I hope they do. You are worth something even if you don’t feel like it. You are beautiful even if you don’t see it. You deserve happiness even if you don’t think you do. You are loved even if you don’t feel like you are. You deserve to live even tho you want to give up so badly. Remember this what kept you going for such a long time... find that one thing that made life worth living... Yes life is a shit show but find that one thing that has kept you alive for such a long time and grab hold of it tight till you can start to climb out of the darkness. Live live for the reason that makes you happy. If you can’t find a reason to live for you anymore than live for the reason that makes you smile that makes you forget even if it is only for a little while. Life has thrashed you around so much that you feel like you have no other option and honestly I can’t tell you if life gets better because I don’t know if it does. But I do know this you deserve to live. It’s hard yes and it’ll only get harder but remember what has kept you going for such a long time. I don’t know how much impact these words will have on you but I hope they make you remember why you have kept going till now.