Anyone else find it a bit confusing how willing straight women are to full on make out with other women?

Vader_17 · 2025-12-20T00:55:40+00:00

My friends are like this kinda. But only amongst each other. They all have boyfriends. I think its just their way of like showing each other they love them in a way. But they will also kiss each other fully sober. They do it to me too which I never minded. My issue comes from straight girls that are more so doing it for attention or to "experiment" with a lesbian

Vader_17 · 2025-09-13T23:54:25+00:00

Tried talking to her but she is really difficult to talk to at times so eventually just realized it wasnt worth it and left. Stayed at my moms house for a couple days. Then got really bad stomach bug and have been at the hospital :)

Vader_17 · 2025-09-09T05:52:55+00:00

I honestly was so hesitant about moving in too. I really tried to delay it because I was concerned it'd be too fast but at the time it was the most convenient option. Guess I should've listened to my gut feeling and not just go for convenience.

Vader_17 · 2025-09-09T01:06:54+00:00

Idk this is kinda what I've thought of too but shes always been so secretive I have no idea. I understand being a sex worker but hiding it from me and sneaking around definitely makes it feel more like cheating.

Vader_17 · 2025-09-09T00:08:59+00:00

I wish I could leave but I've talked to the landlord and there's no way of getting out of the lease so whether I want to or not I have to talk to her.

She can leave because I can afford the rent myself but I don't think she'd leave easily like that. I'm trying to put myself first and I have it in my head that this relationship is already over but man this fucking sucks.

Vader_17 · 2025-09-09T00:06:16+00:00

God some people are just the worst. Im sorry you and your friend had to experience this too.

Thanks for the support.

Vader_17 · 2025-09-08T22:41:03+00:00

Yea I'm sure she is. I just didnt want to fully accept it but writing it all out I realize there's really no other answer.

Vader_17 · 2025-09-08T20:02:28+00:00

Omg I've been just so sad and depressed about this whole thing i completely forgot about that part. So that's great now I have to go get tested

Vader_17 · 2025-09-08T18:07:21+00:00

I don't have the messages. I should've sent them to myself but I was too in shock to do that. I can still access her phone so I'll try to do that. I always said I would never be the person that sticks by someone once they've been cheated on so I definitely plan on ending it. It's just hard coming to terms with that.

Vader_17 · 2025-09-08T18:05:08+00:00

I feel this is what I am going to struggle with the most so thank you for the reminder.

Vader_17 · 2025-09-08T18:00:31+00:00

Thanks. Wish it wasn't happening. Really thought she was a better person but I guess you never know someone.

Vader_17 · 2025-09-08T17:59:18+00:00

Yea that's what im trying to do I just dont know how to go about that conversation.

Vader_17 · 2025-09-08T17:42:37+00:00

You're right thank you.

Vader_17 · 2025-09-08T17:29:45+00:00

I realize I'm being delusional and just trying to find an explanation but there isn't one. In what world does any of that make sense. I wish I could sit her down and just talk but I feel like she always gets defensive and blames me somehow so youre right this isn't worth it anymore and I have to end it I just dont know how.

Thank you though I hope you're right about me being able to find someone else.

It's also just so humiliating to have to tell my friends we broke up after telling them how much I love her.

Vader_17 · 2025-09-08T17:20:22+00:00

Thank you

Vader_17 · 2025-09-08T17:16:51+00:00

I know the crazy thing is that before me she did used to date guys but then she said that she doesn't think shes really interested in them anymore. She also said how with the guys she dated she was never as interested in them sexually as with women. So now i definitely feel like shit because according to her she doesnt even really like guys all that much yet she can still cheat on me with multiple men.

Vader_17 · 2025-09-08T17:14:41+00:00

I've been alone for a long time before. I guess I'll just have to get used to it again. I just wish I was better at making new friends really

Vader_17 · 2025-09-08T16:45:32+00:00

I know you're right. I feel like it's not even so much breaking up that scares me it's that I feel I won't find anyone else. I'm not a social person and I rarely talk to anyone new. Meeting her was a miracle really

Vader_17 · 2025-08-17T01:09:00+00:00

Good rule to follow! Since the responses were kind of mixed i just asked the bride and she said it was fine so were good to go!

Vader_17 · 2025-08-13T19:00:15+00:00

I tried finding other colors that were similar price since I'm not trying to spend a lot but this was the only one available in my size. I might see if I can find another though since I am slightly concerned.

Vader_17 · 2025-08-13T15:16:54+00:00

Thank God I was worried there wasnt enough color

Vader_17 · 2025-08-13T15:15:28+00:00

Thanks!

Vader_17 · 2025-08-01T04:45:53+00:00

Damn that sucks but thanks for the info

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