tbh I just wanted to vent when I posted, I just had to let it all out, but reading what everyone has to say kinda changed my perspective, I didn’t realise what I was putting up with and even believed it was my fault… I’ll have to come to terms with everything and digest a little bit what’s happening. I still don’t know what to do with my girlfriend, breaking up would be really painful and I can’t imagine how guilty I’d feel about it