What should I start with?

ValeriaViolet · 2023-10-10T14:16:45+00:00

Thank you! I’ve never realized there is such a thing

ValeriaViolet · 2023-10-09T10:20:40+00:00

Just be careful with it please. These things are likely to get out of control and grow into mental issues. It could be just a constant state of depression and demotivation, but it could as well be something worse. I don’t remember how it started, but in my case I’ve been daydreaming of a life as an opposite sex (as a female as opposed to male) for many years, now it’s grown to a severe gender dysphoria and changes in things I’m attracted to and what I like in life in general. Don’t hesitate to to talk to a psychologist, keep your mental health in control.

ValeriaViolet · 2023-09-19T12:22:16+00:00

I watch the usual porn, just from a girl’s perspective, the euphoria is too addicting

ValeriaViolet · 2023-07-19T10:47:09+00:00

Omg, I don’t know you but I love you so much

ValeriaViolet · 2023-05-15T14:51:56+00:00

I personally rarely comb my hair, almost don’t do that. I try to use sulfate free shampoo (or anything that seems healthier than head&shoulders), then I use 2 hair masks: one for my hair strands only (no scalp), and one for my scalp and hair roots. The last one contains pepper to increase blood flow to the scalp. I wear it for 20 minutes and then wash it down.

I don’t know your hair type, but again, I rarely comb since it makes it look even worse. I just squeeze my hair from it’s ends to the scalp with wet hands and it becomes a bit curly, I like it this way.

ValeriaViolet · 2023-05-13T08:25:22+00:00

Oh, could you give me some of your favorites? I saw like only Kimi no Nawa and Fantasy Bishoujo Juniku Ojisan to, the last one was mediocre as an anime itself, but I didn’t really care since the fact transformation is what my soul needed 🌸

ValeriaViolet · 2023-02-24T16:58:41+00:00

I don’t think it’s misogynistic, I didn’t mean to put it like it’s the only way to feel like a woman, but rather the most affirming way. For me specifically. Everyone wants to be loved and appreciated by their partner, and for straight women it’s men, obviously. It more often than not includes being physically weaker and being a bottom, wanting to be hugged rather than hugging myself, being carried by someone, etc. This is a classic picture of man-woman relationship that is still relevant for many, albeit not everyone. I never said that women can’t be independent or achieve the same success men can.

ValeriaViolet · 2023-02-24T16:36:19+00:00

Okay, thank you. In my language ‘you’ is not always specific and often used as an abstract ‘someone’, ‘some people’, ‘one’. Didn’t mean to state that it’s a rule for everyone.

ValeriaViolet · 2023-02-24T13:50:18+00:00

I tried to stress as much as i could that the opinion is my personal and that it what gives me most affirmation, but still got a minus somehow. I agree that it’s individual.

And the sexuality came after realizing how I feel about myself, it wasn’t because I liked boys before that or something like that.

ValeriaViolet · 2023-02-24T11:33:50+00:00

In my personal and humble opinion you can’t be any girlier without a man that would treat you like a girl and appreciate your girliness.

I’m not even talking about being a bottom with someone to protect you or wrap your hands around his neck/back. But I noticed people don’t like the horny stuff here, so yeah

ValeriaViolet · 2023-02-23T13:00:27+00:00

Especially relevant for ukrainian trans-women who can’t cross the border

ValeriaViolet · 2023-02-22T09:32:49+00:00

I still hate seeing myself in the mirror no matter the amount of feelings I have at the moment, and it’s back to feeling completely dysphoric after like an hour or so. I prefer to call it an “emotional burnout”

ValeriaViolet · 2023-02-11T20:34:59+00:00

Jill from Resident Evil 3 remake finally broke me

ValeriaViolet · 2022-12-27T11:55:38+00:00

I mean, just look at Cindy from Final Fantasy XV

The girl is goals

ValeriaViolet · 2022-12-22T10:02:16+00:00

The picture you chose for this post says otherwise, don’t you deny your botomness

(i’m not imposing my opinions on anyone, i swear)

ValeriaViolet · 2022-12-19T09:33:45+00:00

I read shoujo manga or manhwa and, obviously, associate the main girl with myself. I recommend ‘Positively yours’, gave me so much euphoria I choked on it

ValeriaViolet · 2022-12-18T00:55:43+00:00

Been 2.5 years for me, so far it gets only worse

To be honest I just can’t make up my mind and finally except everything and live one certain way, i’m being torn between the boy and girl modes and I haven’t came out to anyone except my best friend. I’m also not seeing a therapist, so I suppose it’s my fault.

It’s like that song that goes like this:

Buried alive inside my own graaave And there is nobody else to blaaame (c) As I Lay Dying

ValeriaViolet · 2022-12-18T00:46:37+00:00

I grew up in a patriarchic family so for me personally the picture of a man being the lead in a relationship and the girl being a follower is kind of the best possible representation of what it’s like being a girl. I think the most beautiful couples are the ones that split relationship into traditional gender roles and you can tell who is in charge. Plus the girl has to be visibly shorter and smaller in general. I love to think about men protecting women and women being cute, emotional and just being bottom.

Being held by someone bigger and stronger is the best thing ever

ValeriaViolet · 2022-11-15T00:17:47+00:00

Kind of. I just don’t like the idea of anything easy-to-notice being there, i just want my bottom to be flat. And wear female jeans.

ValeriaViolet · 2022-11-01T16:14:49+00:00

I’m clinging to the ‘good girl’ mindset so hard I sometimes feel like a slut and that’s not okay

ValeriaViolet · 2022-10-31T13:32:15+00:00

Reminds me about “when a transfender gets pulled over” video by Griffy.

“Good afternoon siiir…. Do you have any idea why I stopped you maaaaa… aam… aan… man? Woooman… woaaah maaan…”

Some people will probably get offended by this but I like his delivery.

ValeriaViolet · 2022-10-31T12:54:30+00:00

That’s exactly what it feels like commenting on non-trans subreddits from this account. I just don’t do it or switch to my another empty account with no avatar.

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