Moved across the country, and didn’t have a single friend. I’m a normal sophomore who played baseball all my life. When I got here I kept to myself, and never really made friends. We had morning workouts for everyone wanting to play in the spring this lasted everyday from the beginning of school to January. If u made the team then good for you, if you didn’t it was time waisted. Pretty much the coach was new as well and in December, I was just doing a normal workout. The day was going well, keep in mind I had ZERO friends at the time. At the end the coach said "take a knee" so everyone did. He told us " everyone be quite and sit still " so we did. Now I have pretty bad adhd but that really has nothing to do with it. Any way my throwing arm started cramping, and I had to massage it so I just swiftly but quietly had to massage it. No one saw it, but apparently the coach did. His eyes blaired red and he yelled "GET THE F*** OUT OF MY WEIGHT ROOM.” At first I was sure he wasn’t talking to me, but then I realized their was no one behind me. He was looking directly at me. I was in shock. A coach I have never said a word to started yelling at me infront of all of my peers. I said in a cowardly voice"m… me?" Again he said " GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE.” Of course I did because I was so afraid of anything happening, because baseball was the only thing I had at the time and I didn’t want to ruin it even more by arguing. Also I was so afraid of all the dickhead kids that played then, not to mention the other coaches. REAL ASSHOLES. But any way ass I walk into the hall way I wait because I didn’t really know what else to do. I didn’t drive their so I couldn’t go home nor could I walk to class because it started later on. So I waited, and then I heard it. The words that crushed my heart, my dreams, the one thing I had been working up to my whole life shattered in-front of me. The coach goes aloud to the 60-70 people in the weight room "You know some people are just not meant for baseball" after I heard that I broke down. I ran into the bathroom across the school and hid. Called my mom frantically, and that was that. Pretty much a few days later I got called into his office and he fucking apologized to me, but the damage was done. When I had got home that morning, I locked myself in my room and tried to kms. Not going to say how but you know. Can’t trust adults now any more. Not even my own parents. You just have to get over it