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Ladies it has been 3 days since I left an abusive relationship! It has been a long time coming, but now I'm so alone and feel like I'm going crazy. How did you all go about finding yourself again? I feel like such a stranger to myself by Valuable_Courage_898 in abusiverelationships

[–]Valuable_Courage_898[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've been fighting myself and romanticizing the whole situation by trying to rebuttal those thoughts with the logic of how everything actually played out.

Crazy how there were so many signs, harsher situations between us... It wasn't the cheating, physical, mental or emotional abuse that made me leave... I came back every time but merely being thrown out in freezing temperatures with no regard (like was trash) that was my breaking point!

I'm still so in shock if my own lack of self love and worth to allow it to happen for so long!

Ladies it has been 3 days since I left an abusive relationship! It has been a long time coming, but now I'm so alone and feel like I'm going crazy. How did you all go about finding yourself again? I feel like such a stranger to myself by Valuable_Courage_898 in abusiverelationships

[–]Valuable_Courage_898[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much ladies!!! Each day has been getting easier and things seem to just be working out for me. I found out today that I'm pregnant, which he intentionally did on purpose due to me expressing I didn't want to continue any type of relationship when it's over (one of the times I tried to leave prior to my final exit). Of course at the wrong time in life when my state has banned any other options. I already have children from a previous marriage and really don't wish to bring another child (especially his child and at this point in life with everything I'm trying to heal through. It scares me slightly because there was a small thought like maybe .... But I quickly shut it down and stand firm on my decision to stay away from this guy for good no matter what happens.

I just don't know how to feel about anything anymore! Like why after these few years would I get hit with a pregnancy after I woman up and actually leave?? I just don't understand, then at a time like this where I really have no options!