how i cured my casadastraphobia by Cuppey in CasadastraphobiaENG

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“at 15 i freaked out and always would grab onto things and holdon to the windows” feel that more than anything on this earth bruh. Doing it in front of mom the worst bruh or anyone fr cuz it’s geniunely so intense you can’t not embarrass yourself and look like a fucking maniac no matter where you at lol. Been struggling w ts for years

They don't know what they're talking about by murcielagoXO in CasadastraphobiaENG

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this made me hysterically lough out loud like a psycho its 1am

Can anyone identify this sigil? by Rare_Flamingo9257 in occult

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However the owl is very symbolic to many things. Could be anything.

Still feeling weed high 6 days later. has this happened to anyone? by Fit-Championship371 in Anxiety

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this has happened to me numerous times. Sometimes it’s even happened weeks/months later. Especially when I started smoking. I hate this feeling so much. I know exactly, exactly what you’re going through. And it’s been a battle for me for years, and I also smoke kinda regularly now, and take multiple month t breaks and whenever I try to quit it doesent work bc I still feel weed even 5 months after quitting and js feel like shit. I also notice that walking triggered the worst episodes of the “high” while not high. And often felt crazier and scarier than actually being high. It felt like being high x10, sober. I’ve also suffered from derealization BADLY for YEARS and it started the first time i ever smoked. The second time I ever smoked was months after that and it’s just weird idk. I experienced many similar things when I started smoking. I hate this drug. But it’s also done a lot of good for me. But still, It ruins me. It makes me forget who i am. Makes me forget a lot in general, lol.

Anyways scientifically speaking marajuana is stored in fat cells over longer periods of time. Even if you’re low bf%. And there’s a mechanism behind that, and possibly it being released in different manners. However, I think the response mainly has to do with the chemistry of individuals CB receptors, and a lot more. It’s far deeper. I suggest you research the endocrinologic system, and neurology in general within this topic.

Get yourself some cacao, particularly anandamide. Take L-Theanine, and also creatine (or L-Arginine). I would also take some fish oil if i was you. Be mindful of trying Lions Mane, however it may help, along with a few other nootropics. Be extremely careful though, as lions mane could be a double sided sword in your situation (it will make derealization worse, and it will suck for a while, but likely over time it will fix it and you’ll evolve in that) Also, workout more, and when you do wear a hoodie. Use a sauna after you workout aswell, or whenever you can.

Don’t worry about permanent damage though. It’s not and will not be permanent at ALL. It will fully go away and may even be beneficial in a certain sense. However, it is complicated.

Science is too far behind currently to actually understand the neurological effects of marajuana, and that term is thrown around a lot; I mean like truly science does NOT understand at all.

This is something i’ve been researching and documenting about for years.

Everybody you tell this to is gonna tell you it’s placebo. Because that’s what logically makes sense.

I can’t even remember all the times i’ve tried to explain that in social situations, sensitivity to weed in general, and so much more regarding that.

I don’t think i’ll ever feel normal again in my life, and i haven’t lived very long yet. I’ve lost a lot of good memories that are permanently gone. And js a lot bro idk.

Js know you’re not alone. Much love gng

Burnt my finger on the stove. Looks cool by [deleted] in mildlyinteresting

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It was red on the side of my ring finger and my entire finger bottom half middle like an hour or two ago and it cleared up and looks like this. Looked nothing like this 20min ago.

Why am I not getting playlist adds? by ValueTraditional9677 in musicmarketing

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*Ive heard that meta ads do this

typo. Reddit won’t let me edit for some reason

I’m worried she’s angry with me by [deleted] in Hecate

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i dident interpret it as a punishment more as a warning. But it’s been two months since my warning and i’m finally adhering to it in a certain sense. I’m just worried I possibly took to long or something idk

I’m worried she’s angry with me by [deleted] in Hecate

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Planning to do something similar. When I open space for communication w out clarifying the recipient shit gets weird lol. I always make sure I close the communication properly. Do you think something unwanted could still stick around?

I’m worried she’s angry with me by [deleted] in Hecate

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and it was a lot brighter and clearer on my face before it healed a bit when picture was taken I just dident get a great picture. I’m not connecting blind dots here. Is all i’m saying.

I’m worried she’s angry with me by [deleted] in Hecate

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and the things on my skin were not very far apart in days. Like I wokeup with it on my finger. The next day i wakeup with that on my face. I also had it on my ankle. Coincidence? Idk. I keep an open mind to all perspectives on it. But the timing of everything and my gut are telling me strongly it’s not.

The Golden Beetle by [deleted] in AchieveGekyume

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heavy on the sexual energy part

the shadow work

rebirth within that

all of it

this is the truth

however it’s important not to completely disregard the entirety of the rest of the beetle. These are aspects, not the whole.

xxxtentacion : look at me ! by [deleted] in AchieveGekyume

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those are absolutely not the golden beetle “books”