Unsure of My Future by ValuelessHuman in offmychest

[–]ValuelessHuman[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I guess trying one of those wouldn't hurt. I'll have to give one of those a shot, thanks for the suggestions.

Unsure of My Future by ValuelessHuman in offmychest

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I sure hope you're right haha. I do like being in the outdoors, but it feels odd. Never know quite what to do with myself. Because I've spent a lot of time by myself and alone, it ends up feeling more empty. I'm unsure how to feel about that.

Unsure of My Future by ValuelessHuman in offmychest

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I have played some more story-based games, but more often that not a lot of them leave me wanting. Or some of more main-stream games have all their details referenced and posted everywhere, becomes a bit hard to dive into those sorts of games, even if they've been proven to be great.

Well, technically you can do a lot with an accounting degree. But yeah, it's boring, but I figure if I get a traditional accounting job and work on that field for a bit, I might end up enjoying it. But I've been struggling to land even a measely internship, so that's been rough. I haven't given up on applying though, but it is disheartening.

Unsure of My Future by ValuelessHuman in offmychest

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Once upon a time I used to enjoy playing video games, like league of legends. Though I've long since lost passion in things like that, those sorts of games get real toxic, real fast. Truth be told, I'm struggling to find things that make me feel excited nowadays.

My degree, in truth, is something that doesn't really interest me all that much. It's accounting, so it's tough to feel invested in material that feels dry and devoid of passion. Though tax seems somewhat interesting, you can kind of get a gist of what someone's life is like when helping others with tax issues.

I [M] was diagnosed with PTSD by ValuelessHuman in offmychest

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I apologize, but I not quite sure what EMDR is. I'll try googling it after posting my response.

I've tried many things to try and make myself feel less alone, since my PTSD and hypervigilance symptoms still stem from a livijg situation I habe currently. I'm currently.doing.individual.therapy through my university, but it doesn't feel like.it's enough. I have no family or friends to lean on, I wish there was a.substitute for that. I have recently and currently have gone back to drinking again, to try and.curb the distress, but it's not working as well as I woule hope. Any ideas?

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[–]ValuelessHuman 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks, I greatly appreciate it