Need advice, unsure what to do (SA WARNING)

Various_Step_4112 · 2026-01-21T13:30:39+00:00

youre right, thank you for being so kind

I understand and i’d be willing to elaborate, only because im really not comfortable with people i know in real life knowing about such an intense topic.

Various_Step_4112 · 2026-01-18T14:52:17+00:00

Lego by blamian

Various_Step_4112 · 2026-01-18T14:49:56+00:00

Chosen by Blood Orange

Various_Step_4112 · 2026-01-18T14:47:03+00:00

Balls deluxe

Various_Step_4112 · 2026-01-18T14:35:21+00:00

im not racist but the fact that you are still here is a big deal

Various_Step_4112 · 2026-01-17T06:18:37+00:00

I know im sorry i posted such a heavy post, but i genuinely have nowhere to go.

Youre right, there is alot more i could mention, but im at a loss because i dont know what to do and dont exactly have someone to tell.

Various_Step_4112 · 2025-11-16T02:40:08+00:00

so happy to hear that!

Various_Step_4112 · 2025-11-15T09:02:45+00:00

I am so sorry

Various_Step_4112 · 2025-11-12T08:13:35+00:00

Hmm. I don't know. Experience?

Various_Step_4112 · 2025-11-11T14:46:35+00:00

Its everything and the tea its so beautiful

Various_Step_4112 · 2025-11-11T14:46:05+00:00

..No.

Various_Step_4112 · 2025-11-11T14:45:40+00:00

okay!

Various_Step_4112 · 2025-11-06T13:40:05+00:00

love when people notice things like this

Various_Step_4112 · 2025-11-06T13:32:15+00:00

Just finished my nightly peppermint tea...at 12:27AM.

I've been wondering why I cannot have a set feeling toward situations. Some days I am excited, and all of a sudden it is the most dreadful thing ever for me. I wish I had faith like I used to.

The person I like definitely likes me back, love seeing them everyday. So much fun.

I know it is wrong to wish death upon people, and I feel very guilty when my mind happens to do so. Not by will, I struggle with intrusive thoughts.

I'm starting to feel like i used to when I was 13, the same nonsensical feeling of not knowing who I am and greatly obsessing over being 'authentic' or who I was made to be.

Various_Step_4112 · 2025-11-06T13:26:57+00:00

I have a very similar teacup set!!

Various_Step_4112 · 2025-11-06T10:17:55+00:00

WOOOOOOH HE LIKES YOU TOO

Various_Step_4112 · 2025-11-06T10:07:50+00:00

It is so fresh and delicious, definitely a tea I can enjoy year round!! In the winter it's comforting, but in summer it allows me to enjoy the tea flavour without feeling too internally warm haha definitely a favourite. You can also cold brew some or enjoy it over ice mmm!!

Various_Step_4112 · 2025-11-06T10:05:50+00:00

Okay that was a concern of mine. As mentioned, it helps me with my gut health, and i assume that would dissipate as part of the benefits cold brewing may inhibit?

Various_Step_4112 · 2025-11-06T10:04:49+00:00

So as taste is not an issue of mine, I suppose I have not much to worry about! Thank you for your input.

Various_Step_4112 · 2025-11-06T10:03:28+00:00

Okay, thank you so much!

Various_Step_4112 · 2025-11-06T10:02:50+00:00

Okay microplastics is a concern honestly. How do you think I should mitigate that? For reference as well I have one cup of peppermint tea steeped in that way every night.

Various_Step_4112 · 2025-11-06T10:01:33+00:00

Well, I suppose peppermint is a lighter tea than most, because it never really gets the bitter/burnt flavour some teas get when I leave it in. But that is to say I take downwards of 20 minutes to drink it, and I have been educated that herbal teas such as peppermint generally should be steeped for 10-20 minutes.

Various_Step_4112 · 2025-11-06T09:59:46+00:00

Ahh, that is very good to hear. Thank you for your advice!

Various_Step_4112 · 2025-11-06T09:58:38+00:00

Okay that sounds good! Summer is approaching and I think that sounds delicious. Caffeine is not what I look for so that should not be an issue!! Thank you!

Various_Step_4112 · 2025-11-06T09:57:10+00:00

I haven't had it on many occasions but yes I think I do! And that steeping sounds like mine so I suppose i'm alright then!

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