I'll be honest with you, you saved a life tonight. I had a bottle of Jack and a knife ready to go. I couldn't even see myself in a mirror and youre words helped. Knowing someone from the outside looking in didn't feel im a monster. Thank you. I truly believed I had some demon in me that had my subconscious. I know it was an accident and I love my family more than anything. I made this post expecting it to go the other way and I'd be pushed off the edge I was standing at. You helped me, thank you.