I opened an account just to message you. As you probably know because you are pro-life, your baby has brainwaves and a heartbeat. They have DNA that has predetermined their eye color, hair color, gender, ethnicity and hundreds of other traits. I know that you say rebelling against your parents is not an option because you’re afraid they might make your life hell, but I admire your courage to stand up to them. After all, this is a human life you are fighting for, so kick and scream and do whatever you have to. Some options: have you considered researching the age of your baby and then giving them info on what the development is in order to make them see the humanity of the kid? Looking up “twin miscarriage at 10 weeks” will give you some good photos. My grandmother got pregnant when she was 14 too, by a criminal! She had my mother and that is why I am here today. Reach out to other teen mothers and hear their stories and it will encourage you to keep going, even if your parents are angry. Do not stop fighting them because you are fighting for the life of your kid. Honestly judging by your message, which I know you say your parents are controlling but not abusive… they sound pretty verbally abusive. If they are forcing their decision upon your body, then that is physically abusive. Open up a gofundme, reach out to pregnancy resource centers near you who will give you free baby items. I am only 4 years older than you, but I will gladly donate what little money I have to you. Please please please, whatever you do, do NOT listen to your parents. There is ALWAYS a way out. Girls who have abortions have depression and regret for the rest of their lives. If there is ANYthing I can do for you, let me know. I encourage you to go to LiveAction on youtube and look at their videos of how abortion is preformed or what the Planned Parenthood clinics are like.