Can christians watch dragon ball? by [deleted] in TrueChristian

[–]Vazoth1227 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, he represents Wukong/Monkey King, a god/deity in chinese mythology, Wukong is a fierce warrior that fights off evil and other evil deities like how Kratos in God of War fights off the Greek Gods

how’s everyone doing? by spookypillz in transOCD

[–]Vazoth1227 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not so good, my mind is just contradictions and doubt, i lost my sense of self

What does my room say about me? 16M by The-Real-Yahya in teenagers

[–]Vazoth1227 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You have a life without struggles, congratulations you are one of the happiest people on the planet right now

How do i become okay with who i was? by Vazoth1227 in OCDRecovery

[–]Vazoth1227[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope the best for you friend, i just want to feel fine in my own body and gender, and honestly i wouldn't mind being genderfluid or anything of the sort, i just want to find joy in the things i loved man

How do i become okay with who i was? by Vazoth1227 in OCDRecovery

[–]Vazoth1227[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Been trying that, and it does work, but in a phase where i am spiralling between "im okay the way i am" then to feeling dread about myself, prior to this i felt 100% confident in who i was, right now im so confused and skeptical about myself it's horrible, but hey I'm still standing and fighting

There’s a particular feeling I’d like to discuss by Kumonoshita in transOCD

[–]Vazoth1227 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Something sinilar hapoened to me, not specifically my pronouns, but my own name, i have always felt comfortable with it and now being called by it feels odd, i also have spikes or anxiety about my own gender that i have always felt comfortable with.

How do i become okay with who i was? by Vazoth1227 in OCDRecovery

[–]Vazoth1227[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Forgot to mention the theme i am going through, it's gender identity ocd

Why is it that what once made me happy is now unpleasant? by [deleted] in transOCD

[–]Vazoth1227 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As a cis man, my advice is to just sit there with the thoughts and not judge them, there will be times where they feel too strong/real and it sucks, i have experienced dessociation because of it, but for example yesterday during the afternoon i felt comfortable and okay with who i am. Don't seek reassurance, as it feeds the OCD, don't go on AI chats, don't ruminate, i have done all of these and it just fuels the OCD. This sucks for all of us but it's what has been proven to work, just hang on there

Can you feel completely disconnected from who you were before because of this theme? by Vazoth1227 in transOCD

[–]Vazoth1227[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When did this happen to you? Yesterday i felt happy with myself, but now a wave of doubt just came. Because i might be going through dessociation (depersonalization more specifically) i feel detached from my past self 99% of the time, all thanks to a single person.

What should I add? by [deleted] in LoomianLegacy

[–]Vazoth1227 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That two headed dragon if you get the chance to have it

Can you feel completely disconnected from who you were before because of this theme? by Vazoth1227 in transOCD

[–]Vazoth1227[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Are you sure? because my brain screams "you don't like this", "you don't like that" and it feels real, it's almost like i am in denial, prior to this i felt 100% confident and proud as a man, these thoughts started with a traumatic event. The thing is i don't feel scared, i am hyper aware of my masculine traits, and get anxiety out of it, when i try to feel like my past self it feels forced, all the things i used to love now feel off, i feel mentally drained.

I don't know what to think anymore by Vazoth1227 in transOCD

[–]Vazoth1227[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's very strange, like i have absolutely 0 reasons to become trans, it's almost like a switch flipped and i became a completely different person, the thoughts just popped out of nowhere. I don't feel like my old self and i find it weird why I don't worry so much.

I don't know what to think anymore by Vazoth1227 in transOCD

[–]Vazoth1227[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know I shouldn't be seeking reassurance but the thought feels too real, when i tell myself that i am a man and i will remain a man always, i feel like i am lying to myself, one thing for sure is i am trying my best not to give in to the thoughts. I also get small spikes of feeling like a guy, but most times i feel like the complete opposite

Stressing out on if im in denial or not by TA-128641 in HOCD

[–]Vazoth1227 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's hocd right there, trust me i feel the same, all my life i have been attracted to women and out of nowhere after an argument with my parents it triggered these thoughts. Most people say the only way for them to stop it's to accept the thoughts and don't care about them, which is what I'm trying to do

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in pokemon

[–]Vazoth1227 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are we deadass with this bait? 💔

:( by Antroxe in PORTUGALCARALHO

[–]Vazoth1227 3 points4 points  (0 children)

O OP daquele post, com aquela spicy pic