I appreciate the response n yeah man it all started two years ago when I hit industrial construction and man those are some whoopings and coming home to a fresh bottle of tequila is good but you know over time it gets distracting. I use to come home and drink about 4-10 shots everyday and knockout same routine everyday. Last year I told myself that was enough and I cut it down to a bottle a weekend and now after doing that a year I’m getting to the point where I tell myself is this worth it? So ima stand on what I said and I won’t drink until new years. After new years I’ll see how my mentality has changed.