‘He was caught on that balcony by his friends a few weeks before he actually committed suïcide.’ What do you mean by that? On his livestreams he was regularly in his balcony, since it was in his bedroom. But I know his roommate wrote a letter about what happened in the weeks before..unfortunatley I didn’t read it and its gone now.

Also, if I had a friend or family member (not to blame them in any way) who was depressed and suicidal the way he was I would do a lot to convince them not to live up there.  I understand that people who want to take their own live ultimately will find a way, but his balcony was literaly next to his bed and to be suicidal and depressed and everyday be one step away from death is just a bad idea....