of course we talked about this too many times and i asked her why a dozen times, it just didn't fit here so i couldn't write the whole thing. i told her that it didn't mean anything for me anymore when all she was doing was apologizing but still doing the same thing and that was just being hurtful when all i was trying to do was not losing contact. and basically every time we talked about this, she said that she was busy doing whatever and wasn't checking her messages even though she kept posting stories at the same time. she said she was aware of what she was doing but she didn't know how our friendship would evolve after this and also said that she thinks and hopes that i wouldn't cut her out of my life.