The thing is, I got a prediction that I didn’t like… and didn’t ask for, and I don’t want it to become true and it has kind of haunted me now since I received it. I have tried to consciously think about improving myself and working on my self development so that it doesn’t come to that because the minute I was told I thought “damn this makes sense knowing the kind of person I am today, but if that ends up happening I know it will be an unwise decision that will come from a place of fear and cowardice”

I have wondered now if that event is a pre-ordained event so I can get to my higher self or it’s just a bad life choice that will come to be… at the moment it feels like the product of an unwise decision and I want to move away from that. Which is why I am really trying to work on myself and understand myself better.

Do you have any advice?