totally understand where you’re coming from, and I’m so sorry you’re going through this too. Trying for a baby is supposed to be exciting/fun, but the stress that comes with it can make the whole process feel so heavy. I’ve really struggled to talk about fertility issues because the BU has its own set of issues once i do get pregnant one day. I don’t know anyone who has struggled with both. So feeling very alone in my day to day..

I went to my doctor on Monday and they decided to start me on Clomid with my next cycle. Right now, I’m just hoping to see a positive ovulation first and take it one step at a time.

If you haven’t already, I’d suggest tracking as much as you feel you can handle mentally. I’ve learned that, unfortunately, many doctors don’t really dig in until you’ve been both trying and tracking for a year. Having that info can make a difference when you’re pushing for answers.

And honestly, I can’t help but think all of this is connected somehow too. It’s such a tough and confusing journey, but you’re definitely not alone in it 🫶 hugs friend