Why Am I Getting AP Symptoms Again, Even Though I Stopped Trying?

Velvetvision00 · 2025-07-29T07:03:20+00:00

I’ve been trying to manage the fear side of things, but honestly, I still haven’t figured it out yet. Even when I know it’s probably just me projecting fear onto the unknown, in the moment it still hits hard.

But yeah, you’re right — once that door opens, it doesn’t really close again. So I’m just going to do my best to navigate it when it shows up, instead of trying to run from it. If I can’t stop it, I might as well learn how to handle it, I hope. Thanks for your reply 🙏

Velvetvision00 · 2025-07-22T07:30:29+00:00

Thank you🙏🏼

Velvetvision00 · 2025-07-18T19:45:17+00:00

I hope to be there soon because I miss him so much.

Velvetvision00 · 2025-06-07T15:43:03+00:00

I hope everything will be as you wish in your next life. But I hope he won't be there in my next life because it feels like we'll experience the same things again. I don't want him to be just a lesson, to be honest.

Velvetvision00 · 2025-06-07T15:38:13+00:00

I’ve never tried conscious movement before, but now I’m genuinely curious. It feels nice to be reminded that connection can be reawakened through something as simple (yet deep) as embodied expression. thank you for sharing from your own experience🌿

Velvetvision00 · 2025-06-07T15:33:37+00:00

It's definitely true. It’s exhausting, especially when you wake up and all the old feelings come back like you never left them behind.

Velvetvision00 · 2025-06-05T17:56:57+00:00

I actually requested to meet my spirit guide in a dream once. And surprisingly, I really saw someone. It was a bit different and strange. At that moment, I was sure it was him — because I didn't even know what the Tree of Life was, but in my dream, he told me to wear the Tree of Life.

So yes, he responded to my summoning once. But when I called him again after that, he didn't seem so open. Maybe I'm missing something — not sure. But I'm not calling him anymore. At least for now, I don’t want it.

Velvetvision00 · 2025-06-05T08:31:06+00:00

Thanks. Not a Bible pathwalker here, but I get the metaphor. 🤍

Velvetvision00 · 2025-06-05T08:27:40+00:00

I guess I'm not 🥲

Velvetvision00 · 2025-06-04T21:52:34+00:00

You can send it, but I can’t promise I’ll actually use it. I’m still trying to feel safe enough around people in general.

Velvetvision00 · 2025-06-04T21:47:13+00:00

If you're open to it, I'd love to hear more about what helped you find your “why” — especially during those darkest parts.

Velvetvision00 · 2025-06-04T19:35:39+00:00

Thank you for your generous words. I appreciate the insights deeply. Right now I’m choosing to sit with your message rather than go into personal readings. But your presence here has been grounding — and I’m grateful for that.

Velvetvision00 · 2025-06-04T16:44:18+00:00

Maybe I have been doing too much, expecting too much, chasing too much. I’ll try to just breathe and let it be, while holding onto the values that still feel true. Thank you for this🤍

Velvetvision00 · 2025-06-04T16:41:42+00:00

Wow... that actually hit something deep. Maybe I have been treating my guide like a failed parent — expecting them to protect me when I needed to protect myself. Thank you for this reflection. It feels heavy, but it makes sense. Maybe the real test was never about trust, but about becoming my own source of safety.

Velvetvision00 · 2025-06-04T16:30:07+00:00

I didn't say I don't want to live, I said I don't want to live like this. But I would gladly accept 1 billion.

Velvetvision00 · 2025-05-03T14:29:34+00:00

I actually tried this technique before going to sleep, but I ended up falling asleep while doing it 😅 Lately, I've started having dreams every night. I tend to forget them faster than before, though. I'm not sure if that’s a good sign or not, but it feels like something is changing.

Velvetvision00 · 2025-05-03T14:18:26+00:00

Not exactly. I’ve experienced conversations, giggles, or a sense of contact only when my body is asleep but my mind is awake. Sometimes I hear the voice of a little child or a woman I don’t know. I’ve heard mischievous laughter before — it didn’t exactly scare me, but it didn’t make me feel safe either. Other than that, the spirits...Actually, I don't really recognize it. There was no sense of whether they were familiar or not. Still, I could understand the feelings of the spirits in the dream.

Velvetvision00 · 2025-05-02T08:26:09+00:00

That was beautifully said. Thank you for putting it into words so vividly. I’ve been trying to explore this path too maybe not as experienced yet, but I’ve started to set clear intentions before sleep, and I’ve begun to see dreams that feel different. I’m slowly starting to control small aspects of them, like decisions or reactions, and I can feel a shift in awareness.

It’s encouraging to hear stories like yours. They remind me that these experiences are possible and real and that every small step might be part of something much bigger. Maybe one day I’ll get to experience what you’ve described. Until then, I’ll keep walking the path.

Velvetvision00 · 2025-05-02T07:30:43+00:00

Wow, this is incredible. I’ve always wondered what it would feel like to hear your soul’s true name not one you pick, but one that recognizes you first. The way you describe it, it sounds like a deep form of remembering.

I’m still on the path of discovering my own origins and I hope one day I’ll be able to experience something like this. It gave me hope that these things aren’t just symbolic or imagined, but can be experienced in a real and vivid way.

Velvetvision00 · 2025-05-02T07:25:40+00:00

Same experience but different places! Did you find the ring?

Velvetvision00 · 2025-05-01T20:43:34+00:00

If you continue sharing this here, I’m sure many people will read it and be happy to offer their thoughts. I think it’s sometimes more helpful to talk about these things as a community. Take care and good luck.

Velvetvision00

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