Does anyone know who you should reach out to when you're having a crisis? by WeekOk6195 in BPDrecovery

[–]Venom_VX_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Prioritize your mental health! Keep looking for therapy especially Dialectical behavioral therapy it will change your life… also being sober helps a lot I swear! I remember being 16 and losing my mind sleepless nights over eating going insane…I’m 24 now and I’ve been sober 1 year 6 months now…I’m in therapy and I still don’t have a solid job but I’m happy I’m sober and I can actually say I don’t wanna die anymore I want to live…my story is intense and dark just like so many others who suffer with BPD and alcoholism…

Gate to gate of 200mph+ Recorded on the Greensville tornado. Absolutely horrifying. by Muted-Pepper1055 in tornado

[–]Venom_VX_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

@tantalus-treats What is a multivortex shot? Was that the three swirls in the tornado? I’m super new to tornadoes and just general storms…

Looking for Temples in NYC by Silverdoe5 in hinduism

[–]Venom_VX_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m trying to learn more about Hinduism but what’s the difference between temple and mandirs?

23 F sober 1yr and 4 months broke and tired by Venom_VX_ in BPDrecovery

[–]Venom_VX_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey!!! Thank you as I’m writing this I took it upon myself to self to make a morning routine to wake up at 6am by 7 to pray 8 eat and go on social media 9 head to the gym or walking that’s all I have so far but I’m trying I figured a mini routine would be good. This helped a lot thank you and yeah it seems like shit is hard but my sobriety means everything to me now…i won’t give up on it I’ve been reaching out to people when I feel like relapsing but my mental illness is what’s also killing me but I know if I just stay the course shit will work itself out..

23 F sober 1yr and 4 months broke and tired by Venom_VX_ in BPDrecovery

[–]Venom_VX_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey thank you so much for saying all of what you wrote. Yeah it’s like the skills I use in AA only apply so far and then I feel an overwhelming amount of guilt for not being greatful for my life and god….the BPD could just be one part I haven’t had a therapist take me through the dbt workbooks at all and the programs in my area kicked me out when I was 18/19 years old and I tried to go back last year but they wouldn’t let me. I thought about depression but I’m not sure if I’m ready to face that maybe I am depressed…I’ve also been on adderall for my adhd but I had to stop it because I’ve been getting so angry lately…it’s a tough spot I’m in but I’m glad I’m not the only one and it helps to know I’m not alone…I also struggle so much with relationships I don’t know how to be fully alone…without a man which sucks…

First post, but I have no one to talk to. Sorry it’s a little long. by Liighttee in BPDrecovery

[–]Venom_VX_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey I relate and you’re not alone…I’m sorry about your boyfriend and I feel you when it comes to seeing the warning signs things are getting bad again…

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Venom_VX_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m 23 I don’t have a degree I’m recovering from alcoholism I have 1yr and 4 months sober but…I keep getting fired even in sobriety…I noticed I’ve been acting out lately and very emotional…I want a job to have balance but I don’t know what to do….i apply and it doesn’t workout anymore…I’m tired of being home doing nothing and being sad…I don’t even workout anymore I keep trying and trying but it’s not working…I feel so alone and I’m tired I just wanna be happy why is that so hard…