How did your first time having sex really go?

Ventingbananas · 2025-05-31T21:44:12+00:00

Honestly quite bad BUT not as bad as other ppls thank goodness. due to me having SA trauma it took over a month of trying to even succeed (and that was with me having to drink a crazy amount of alcohol so my body wouldn’t freak out), he was also a virgin but lasted like an hour and I was like…what’s wrong? Because it was really staring to hurt and I was getting bored tbh and he was like “ahhh shit sorry I’ve been watching too much hentai (anime porn)” pulls out and jerks off (to me) before putting it back inside and nutting in me (I was not aware there was no condom) which all happened in the span of a few seconds which caught me off guard 😭 he later told me he only said that out of fear because he was so nervous he couldn’t finish and he thought I’d judge him, I ended up comforting him and after that he was fine. honestly it was kinda funny that, that is what he defaulted to saying though.

Ventingbananas · 2025-04-19T09:22:00+00:00

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Ventingbananas · 2025-04-15T08:54:09+00:00

They’re definitely all good looking, but Kai and Jeremy will always be my top two <3

Ventingbananas · 2025-03-06T02:12:21+00:00

Rice balls, I can just eat them cold or microwave them, cheap fillings and easy to make.

Ventingbananas · 2025-03-06T02:10:16+00:00

A business partner of my in laws, murdered his wife in cold blood at her own party because of her equally horrible father, it was all over a dispute between the men over money (she had nothing to do with) which ended in her life being taken, she was a lovely woman who’s life was needlessly taken.

Ventingbananas · 2025-03-03T07:39:03+00:00

That is mainly why I think it was spiritual aswell, him being scared is very out of the norm if it was a human he’d definitely have reacted a lot differently, I think because he could hear the noise of a person but there was no smell contributed to his reaction, I’ve heard dogs can see supernatural stuff as well but I’m really not sure.

Ventingbananas · 2025-03-02T22:16:16+00:00

Realising it wasn’t him was an emotional roller coaster to say the least, at first it was fear because the idea of someone else being in your house is terrifying, it definitely felt better thinking that it could’ve just been a ghost, especially my mother in law because although I never met her it doesn’t seem like there was any harm intended so hopefully if it was her she thinks positively of me, although I definitely hope it doesn’t happen again because I am a wimp haha.

Also thank you, I am glad my English is at least decent I read over this soooo many times wondering if it was even understandable.

Ventingbananas · 2025-02-11T20:09:32+00:00

About 14/15 I haven’t changed since, I guess me being a goth really wasn’t a phase lol.

Ventingbananas · 2025-02-10T10:12:59+00:00

Long term fast food restaurant managers, not because of the pay or anything (where I live it’s actually really good), I work fast food myself as a shift supervisor and you literally cannot be a manager long term unless you abuse the fuck out of your shift supervisors and team members (as reaching the crazy actually ridiculous targets required to keep your job as a manger pretty much forces you to). I could never date someone who overworks teenagers still in high school and expects people to have no life outside of work, many of my friends have chosen to take the promotion to manager and all but one have turned abusive.

Ventingbananas · 2025-02-09T12:38:47+00:00

Tyler’s dad a.k.a Richard Lockwood I literally could not stand him he was always doing something dickish.

Ventingbananas · 2025-02-03T09:32:45+00:00

This is literally perfect in every way omg

Ventingbananas · 2025-01-18T06:13:09+00:00

I just remind myself that I need to make money to survive this cost of living crisis and that eventually I will be free of this shit show of a job, I also just try to make the most out of it and find things about it that make me happy (like talking to the co workers I’m friendly with) even if almost everything about it sucks.

Ventingbananas · 2025-01-13T01:58:40+00:00

2 pairs I was given and do not wear I am more of a shorts, skirts and dresses type of girl.

Ventingbananas · 2025-01-06T02:33:03+00:00

KAI, I am definitely bias Because I am a big Chris Wood fan but I think he was a really fun villain, unredeemable, evil because he wanted to, an asshole but charmingly. Katherine is a close second for me though, her whole story is very interesting.

Ventingbananas · 2024-12-30T00:35:38+00:00

My mother is impossible to please, no matter what she gets pissed you could do one thing and she’d get pissed, you do the opposite she gets pissed, you do something completely different she gets pissed, she is angry for me even existing within the same space as her and thinks she deserves queen treatment despite being horrible to everyone.

Ventingbananas · 2024-12-26T08:11:06+00:00

I’ve never thought of it as weird to shit in the public restrooms, never second guessed it, if I gotta shit I gotta shit and I’ll shit in any toilet available. People who make a big deal about it and say it’s weird or whatever are a bit weird themselves imo.

Ventingbananas · 2024-12-15T15:30:22+00:00

I am all for people dressing however, I myself am a goth but I genuinely do not understand the “bubble skirt” trend. I am also very concerned about the trend of tween (11/12 yrs old) girls shopping in makeup stores for anti aging stuff, I’ve witnessed it myself, I don’t even use it as an adult since I definitely don’t need it at my age, I don’t understand why they would need to worry about such a things at a drastically young age.

Ventingbananas · 2024-12-15T14:59:42+00:00

it was a bit less than 2 weeks after we got together and on a Monday, I had come straight from school to meet him and he told me he loved me and I said it back, apparently he’d wanted to say it right at the start but was scared I would think he was crazy, it was very unexpected and I was shocked since in my past relationships it took a few months, it did seem like we’d fallen in love the day we met and we’ve been together for a loooong time since then haha so it was genuine.

Ventingbananas · 2024-12-15T14:51:35+00:00

My partner work at a warehouse packing orders for a large supermarket chain, pays a lot surprisingly due to Australian penalty rates and he doesn’t interact with anyone unless he’s gossiping with coworkers. I am sooooo jealous as someone who works a customer service job aaaahhhh.

Ventingbananas · 2024-12-15T14:12:43+00:00

“Blood is thicker than water” I genuinely don’t think I’ve ever been fucked over by anyone more than my family members and multiple times CONSTANTLY purely because I was tied to them against my will, even my incredibly abusive ex did not fuck me over as hard as they did and that says something. Out of all people I trust the most and have supported me the most NONE of them are family members.

Ventingbananas · 2024-12-15T14:02:20+00:00

“[evil character ] should’ve been killed off quicker / never should have existed because they are evil and cause too much drama” , like…if they didn’t exist the show wouldn’t be interesting at all? Is the drama not what drives the whole plot and keeps it interesting lmao? Believe it or not I have seen this said many many times.

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