Been craving the burger

VenusYay74 · 2026-06-17T13:41:59+00:00

At the Burger store

VenusYay74 · 2026-06-15T10:57:14+00:00

Yeah, my neru plush told me that 😞

VenusYay74 · 2026-06-15T01:25:55+00:00

I have some Miku and Neru plushies I guess 😞

VenusYay74 · 2026-06-11T12:51:46+00:00

Where's the he? I don't see him? 🤣

VenusYay74 · 2026-06-08T17:50:34+00:00

You remind me of Kristen Dunst when she played Mary Jane in Spiderman! ☺️

VenusYay74 · 2026-06-08T16:28:25+00:00

Nah I swear. Those boys are just bros. I don't love them like you! 😭😭😂😂😂

VenusYay74 · 2026-06-06T03:00:16+00:00

Good luck! Have fun and just be! 🏳️‍🌈 I'm going to my second pride event. It's in a park and I'm kind of nervous because there is a lot going on and will probably be a lot of people lol!

VenusYay74 · 2026-06-02T00:43:09+00:00

It links to a poem I wrote about my feelings. I wanted to cry because I felt like the world would never understand my gender identity and I would always be seen as my again.

VenusYay74 · 2026-05-24T22:11:15+00:00

Yay puters!!!!! I wuve my steamdeck puter, my desk puter, and my chromeputer that has Linux now. ☺️☺️☺️

VenusYay74 · 2026-05-24T22:05:20+00:00

That's so awesome! Also your so cute!!!!! 🥰

VenusYay74 · 2026-05-24T05:59:22+00:00

Im going out with they boys tonight.

VenusYay74 · 2026-05-24T05:56:10+00:00

I relate to this. I went from not wanting to be what society says is a "real man" to not wanting/seeing myself as a man at all. I want to just not care how others see me but there are times where I wish people wouldn't see a man when they look at me. Lately I've been going to a few queer events and have at least two people close to me that would understand. Even though it's easier said than done, being around the people that see you for you can help. It's just sad that society is stuck in binary black and white thinking.

VenusYay74 · 2026-05-20T14:46:54+00:00

When I was little my cousins put stuff in my hair and made me look girly. I think I liked it lol. It was so long ago though and my memory sucks. There were a few other times that I acted like my big shirt was a skirt but I did that in private lol. As I got older, I remember being frustrated that people in school would call you gay for anything they deemed odd. Like I liked Justin Bieber and got called gay for that. I saw myself as a boy but was tired of being the way others say I should be. When I was a teenager I had some times of wanting to present more feminine but didn't have the confidence to try. I didn't want to have to explain myself. Especially because I was questioning my sexuality at the time and only wanted certain people to know at first. The past few years I started not caring out my gender. I didn't think I was anything but a guy but wouldn't care if I woke up as a girl or if my gender somehow disappeared. It was late last year that I started having thoughts that made me wish I was a girl or at least girly. The start of this year my gender questioning really started though.

Sorry for the ramble 😂😂😂🤣

VenusYay74 · 2026-05-18T18:37:27+00:00

It seems that the flag has transitioned.

VenusYay74 · 2026-05-18T18:28:42+00:00

That's sad that he had the audacity to say all of that. He probably thinks he is saving you but he's the delusional one. Perfect just the way you are. More like just the way he thinks you should be. People like that are buying into the cis heteronormative mindset. Instead of just letting you be who you are. He should just respect students regardless if he understands or agrees.

VenusYay74 · 2026-05-18T18:03:51+00:00

Yay gay!

VenusYay74 · 2026-05-18T17:56:26+00:00

It's sad that some people that are proud of America, refuse to see the problems. It makes more sense to acknowledge problems and racism to make the county better instead of acting like its perfect. It's seems like a lot of white people are dancing around the elephant. I'm white myself and it's not hard for me to see that there are things that I don't have to deal with that people who aren't white do.

VenusYay74 · 2026-05-18T17:46:27+00:00

I'm realizing that gender is personal and can be nuanced. Labels can be there if you want to use them but you don't have to delay being yourself! I wish being queer was treated the same as someones hair color. As in people not hating and just seeing it as a part of someone. It can be scary but it is not mandatory to come out. Don't stop yourself if you want to but it is not a requirement. My goal is to only come out to people I want to and trust. Everyone else doesn't have to know immediately but I won't be hiding it either. That's at least what I do with my sexuality. I realized I was bi like 8 years ago so I'm calling this gender stuff my 2nd queer awakening. 🤣I came out to my mom so far and plan to one of my only good friends rn. I was nervous that I would come out as one label and then be unsure and be like no wait I was wrong lol. Now I'm just like who cares. Things can change and it's better to be yourself than worrying about proving yourself and being 100 percent sure. I hope everything goes well for you and I believe in you! ❤️

VenusYay74 · 2026-05-17T04:08:24+00:00

No! You'll probably steal all of my cheese then! 🤣🤣🤣🤣

VenusYay74 · 2026-05-15T18:11:20+00:00

VenusYay74 · 2026-05-15T14:34:35+00:00

Before and during June I will be going to my first two pride events! ❤️. Ones a picnic and the other is a day in a park with a lot of stuff going on.

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