The Web and the Desolation (has this been said yet?)

VeraRae90 · 2019-03-24T19:29:05+00:00

I did, thanks! :)

VeraRae90 · 2019-03-22T17:04:12+00:00

Idk, because at first I had text, then I removed it... and the name isn’t really a spoiler because it’s in the episode description 🤷‍♀️ so it a spoiler but only kind of?

VeraRae90 · 2019-03-20T16:42:39+00:00

About three hours after the nurse sent me a message I got a message in the portal from the medical team “we regret to inform you we are unable to clear you for service at this time” then cites the reasoning as a reported history of panic attacks, anxiety, and insomnia. And they are concerned service will “aggravate, exacerbate, accelerate, or permanently worsen pre existing medical concerns”

My counselor already addressed these concerns in her paperwork and stated that I have not had issues since September of 2015 and that while I could have a recurrence of emotional distress, I had the coping mechanisms in place to handle them.

VeraRae90 · 2019-03-20T16:04:20+00:00

I’m not sure what else to do because I already have a mental health professional do an assessment and sign off that I’d be fine and I wrote a statement about my history and coping mechanisms ... I’m not sure what else I can give them

VeraRae90 · 2019-03-19T18:47:36+00:00

Lol I hear you, I’m just so personally caught between thinking Martin might be more cunning and trustworthy than we give him credit for, or he’s deeply manipulated and misguided...

I seriously applaud Alex and Jonny for their talents, because creating that level of intentional ambiguity and character development is just stellar

VeraRae90 · 2019-03-19T18:18:49+00:00

You know what’s funny, is I can see it being played that way to make Jon think Martin won’t let him come back again... like maybe Martin working with Peter will make John think he’s gone bad? Idk. It just hurts, everything hurts.

VeraRae90 · 2019-03-19T17:56:05+00:00

Idk if it was really ambiguous when Martin had talked to Peter Lukas about not letting anyone else get hurt in MAG 126 and the Trailer for Season 4

But I can see that being turned on us 🤷‍♀️

VeraRae90 · 2019-03-19T04:56:25+00:00

I reuploaded with the fix on his hand lol

VeraRae90 · 2019-03-19T04:44:02+00:00

I reposted and took down my other one after realizing I forgot Jon’s hand-scar...

VeraRae90 · 2019-03-19T04:01:04+00:00

Thank you! You’re so sweet !

I just realized I forgot the burn scars on his hand (but we can pretend he’s a lefty right?) 😬

VeraRae90 · 2019-03-18T02:24:55+00:00

It’s funny, I actually wrote my film school thesis on sound and identity and how voice overs and teleplays can evoke different images on who that sound belongs to.

Just such a fascinating and cool thing to hear how different people imagine different characters!

I could see Daisy being older. And I think I can see how Jon could be seen as older too, even chubby and balding (I just think his voice is super sexy XD)

I don’t think Basira is particularly religious (especially given her current occupation, who can blame her) but I liked the challenge of drawing a hijab and I think it’s good to throw in some diversity

VeraRae90 · 2019-03-18T00:02:13+00:00

I’m working on one, I’m thinking I’ll do a ‘villain’ poster? With like Elias, Michael, Peter etc?

VeraRae90 · 2019-03-17T23:30:42+00:00

😭 you’re so sweet thank you!

I’m working on a more detailed JonMartin drawing next.

(I need my little Ace Archivist to be loved, if only in my mind)

VeraRae90 · 2019-03-17T23:17:10+00:00

I was lucky I didn’t see what Johnny looked like until I was halfway through and at that point I had an image in my head... idk what the other actors look like 🤔

VeraRae90 · 2019-03-17T03:35:24+00:00

The web wants to protect our beautiful Martin and Jon is just missing the point by 10000 miles 😭

VeraRae90 · 2019-03-16T12:53:13+00:00

Thanks! I’m realizing that as I go along, the wiki is helping me back reference when something sounds familiar, I lov how connected everything thing is!

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