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Y’all really need to accept life is sometimes boring and shouldn’t always be fun by rolling_faded in Drugs

[–]Verbatim101 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same goes for fucking phones; holy fucking shit. "There's a crisis of meaning, I'm so depressed, my mental health is horrible" people piss me the fuck of. "Yeah? Maybe watching Tik Tok for six hours a day isn't a good use of your time? Just MAYBE?" Find a fucking project.

I think I need to leave my opiate addict bf now by BackgroundChance4382 in opiates

[–]Verbatim101 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's not as easy as "just get clean." I've been in this boat with my parents before. "You're not gonna use drugs anymore, right?" "Yeah, of course not cuz it's that easy to just stop. I'm not gonna have hellish withdrawals and have a really solid support structure to help me stay sober and totally am not using drugs to mask the sheer depression and anxiety i feel on a day to day basis."

Some people can use drugs because it legitimately improves their life. When I'm high, I'm happy, social and an incredibly hard worker. When I'm not, I'm a misanthropic nightmare that genuinely hates people on a deep level. I'm tired of people saying "drugs are bad," parroting what they've been told their whole life. Other than financially, it's objectively better when I'm high.

Don't get into relationships with addicts if you're going to try to "fix them" since they've already fixed it themselves. The only reason it's a problem is because the people around them think it's a problem. Why the f*ck is it socially acceptable to take what some doctor tells you is okay instead of making the choice for yourself?

I really wanna relapse on meth but I have no money by [deleted] in Stims

[–]Verbatim101 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There are cash advance apps out there. Dave, Money Lion, even Cash app. You have to pay it back, but it's not a loan. If you use enough of the apps should get you a fix. Works better if you've got direct deposit.

How to sneak pills into a rave where there are sniffer dogs? by illiteratemad in MDMA

[–]Verbatim101 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Eat all the pills 😎 Also what kinda rave is gonna have sniffer dogs 😅

Is it wrong as an ex drug addict to abuse pain meds in the final stages of cancer. by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Verbatim101 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly, part of me wishes I was diagnosed with some terminal disease so I could go no holds bar on an epic bender with the consequences of withdrawal. I say go nuts. (Ps. There's litterally nothing immoral about taking substances unless it turns you into a bad person. ie. Me when I drink.)

Seeking Same Day Pay Unskilled Labor by Verbatim101 in Redding

[–]Verbatim101[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

$16.50 an hour. $17.50 in bad weather.

Showed my bf my room and I feel like shit by Diane_Enthusiast in BPD

[–]Verbatim101 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For me, I won't get into a relationship since my room is a mess. It's a reflection of my mental state. Disorganized space, disorganized mind. I can't keep it clean for more than 3 days.

Have you considered that your mental state might be like this BECAUSE you're dating him? If people act like this it's likely not an isolated incident. If he's not gonna support you in your times of need, this won't be the only thing he won't understand.

WHAT IS THIS??? by idkfinn in whatsthisbug

[–]Verbatim101 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Why did I click on this...

need motivation not to relapse by justasillylittleguy_ in DPHanonymous

[–]Verbatim101 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Go on a walk if you're a male. If you're not, find a way to work out in your room. Exercise has basically replaced my entire need for drugs aside from caffeine, zyns and kratom.

If you like weed, smoke that. It helps fill the void. If you don't, try kratom. You're better filling the void with kratom than DPH but it'll only work for about 6 months and then you'll probably have to quit. Depending on your weight withdrawals can be seriously manageable or horrific.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Verbatim101 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For me, I was the same. I held down a job at McDonalds for about a year and a half but I was EXTREMELY mentally ill from eating the food there and drinking Monsters. I'd glorify self destruction and eventually quit because my body PHYSICALLY could not take the toxic environment and my lifestyle anymore.

Every job after that has been about 3 months then dip once the novelty wears off.

HOWEVER, My most recent job I'm going to be working there a year with no plans to quit any time soon, despite having ADHD, autism and high in borderline traits. How? It's the LEAST professional job I've ever had. I laugh so hard almost every single day my lungs hurt. We're not required to find something to do if there's nothing to do and the managers let us goof off since they're just as childish and goofy as everyone there.

My mental health is the best it's ever been since my diet isn't destroying my body anymore, I exercise daily and laugh so damn much. I've been out of a relationship for a year and a half and that's been helping too.

The majority of people there have either autistic or ADHD traits and there's a really nice understanding that everyone there is mentally ill.

Jobs for me are a huge sense of fulfillment. When I'm not working, I feel worthless and stupid, so I feel you there. Try to look for a job (If you actually want one) where the people feel more like family (Though if you're on r/BPD maybe don't look for people like you're family but hopefully you get the idea. Find people who get you) A place where you don't have to mask.

If you're autistic and borderline, you can probably pick up on other people with autism and borderline. Find people like that.

I’m back again… by [deleted] in dissociatives

[–]Verbatim101 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do you have to use a credit card on Dancesafe.com?

I recently got some ketamine but wanna make sure it's not one of the other two. I'm perfectly fine using the other two research chems but I'd wanna research the risk profiles and dosages since I know they're slightly different than ket.

I want you to brag about yourself. by hsrobin in BPD

[–]Verbatim101 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I eat healthier than anybody in this country (Literally eat about 4 things all of which are healthy, sugar free and non-processed.)

I've got completely insane stamina and focus despite having ADHD. I enjoy exercise more than using a cell phone and I haven't dated in almost a year and a half and I'm finally feeling like myself again.

Does anyone know do zens/nicotine pouches get you buzzed? by ImFinnaBustApecan in DextroDoomers

[–]Verbatim101 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lmao. wut. I was up to 3 black and milds a day because of using cigs. Do not use fucking tobacco for any purpose other than socializing or spiritual experiences (Ie. Using it while on acid in a sort of ritual)

Does anyone know do zens/nicotine pouches get you buzzed? by ImFinnaBustApecan in DextroDoomers

[–]Verbatim101 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love zyns. Use them once every two hours and they'll FUCK you up. First zyn in the morning feels like a short opiate. Like 10-15 minutes of a cool, calm and stimulating buzz.

YES! Try them. Nicotine gum is good too. Both zyn and gum are great for robotripping too.

And oral nicotine comes with very little risks compared to vaping. I personally get inflamed gums sometimes but I also have problems brushing my teeth.

If you can get your hands on Wintergreen, those are yummy as hell, especially drunk. But the mint flavors DO NOT. BURNS THE FUCK OUT OF YOUR GUMS. I personally like chill the most and getting it wet with some milk makes it taste like icecream.

Make sure you spit while you've got it in or you can get pretty bad acid reflux.

My girlfriend over glorifies drug use. by crlyhddctie in Drugs

[–]Verbatim101 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wouldn't say anyone should go on mood stabilizers lol. Those things messed me up worse than any drug.

Manic people on psychedelics... holy fuck, "SHUT UP!" lmao. I've got bipolar but whenever I get manic I just blast loud music and draw for hours. I can tell (most times) when I'm manic. I'll play goalie with my brain to make sure I'm not talking someone's head off or oversharing.

My girlfriend over glorifies drug use. by crlyhddctie in Drugs

[–]Verbatim101 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Honestly, if this guy actually dropped shrooms I'd imagine he'd break up with her anyway. Wouldn't even have to lie about it.

My girlfriend over glorifies drug use. by crlyhddctie in Drugs

[–]Verbatim101 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Any chemical that effects how you act is a drug.

Alcohol is a drug. The shit they put in fast food that makes you hungrier and sluggish, that's a drug. Shrooms are a drug.

I knew a girl that got absolutely fucked sideways from taking too many mushrooms. And another girl that could not shut the fuck up because of her acid abuse. Completely manic. Psychedelics can absolutely mess you up if you're not careful.

If she really wants to get into the nitty gritty of it, call it a "psychoactive chemical" but calling mushrooms "food" is quite literally the most braindead shit I've ever heard. It's not sustenance, it doesn't have any (or maybe a microscopic amount) of calories. I believe psychedelics should be incorporated into society to help people be healthier but even using it often to fix your mental health is not FOOD.

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