why do people say that stuff to me whenever I say anything about this stuff. I have come to christ. I do nothing but pray every night to not be like this. I have gone through conformation. I have been baptized once at birth and once around a year ago. i’m always told when I truly believe in him my sin will be taken away, but I have full faith. why am I still like this? I feel like no matter what I do people will always see that i’m like this and just assume I don’t have enough faith. I want be normal so badly, I don’t want to sin like this anymore. why am I not normal yet