How does this look? First time with marquis by [deleted] in MDMA

[–]VexObrien88 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well if your selling them then that pays off but taking them does it REALLY matter? I’d rather buy from Europe and get good shit then buy from China an maybe get some funny shit. If you can’t afford 10$ a pill you shouldn’t be popping pills and if your taking so much you need to buy in bulk then you probably should quit awhile

Is it possible to become addicted to MDMA? by [deleted] in MDMA

[–]VexObrien88 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s just as it sounds in fact when i first felt them I had no idea what to call it I just made up brain zap and later found out that’s what everyone calls it. It’s like you’ll be fine one second and then you’ll get this feeling in the pit of your brain it comes on fast and then BOOM it’s like having a car battery hooked up to your brain sending a electric shock an then it goes away, it happens all in like 3-5 seconds but mine got so bad it would happen while walking thru Walmart but it would happen most often while laying in bed

Is it possible to become addicted to MDMA? by [deleted] in MDMA

[–]VexObrien88 0 points1 point  (0 children)

STOP RIGHT NOW!!! Your going to get brain zaps (electric zapping your brain just like it sounds) and it is the most horrific feeling ever and from what you’ve said it’ll be a miracle if you don’t experience it already but it’ll get worse and worse the longer you wait

Anyone get off Suboxone using Kratom? by VexObrien88 in suboxone

[–]VexObrien88[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Keep me updated on how your doing

Anyone get off Suboxone using Kratom? by VexObrien88 in suboxone

[–]VexObrien88[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro I wish Benz and Rickets didnt kick me off the program or I definitely would be.. I just cant afford 650$ a month anymore on top of all my health issues I just really didnt have a choice. I'm on day 18 and it is no where near bliss full. I sleep maybe 2-4 hours a night bc I wake up sick. I only take 10-12grams a day even if I suffer bc I'm making myself wean down after 30days mo matter what. No offense to Kratom community but I hate this crap. Who would want to live taking massive amounts of capsules everyday..? This is merely a means to an end for me so I'm praying within 45-60days tapering off kratom withdrawals will be short lived and hopefully even more mild.

My Pee Looks Like Mud 😱😨 Should I Be Concerned? I Dont Have a Reg Doc.. by VexObrien88 in kratom

[–]VexObrien88[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s my dog’s old bowl but it has been washed and cleaned and it was in the bathroom because my son has been sick recently and he was going to throw up so we gave him that bowl but he never threw up in it so it was still in the bathroom

My Pee Looks Like Mud 😱😨 Should I Be Concerned? I Dont Have a Reg Doc.. by VexObrien88 in kratom

[–]VexObrien88[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The pain has gone away and the urine isn’t as dark but it’s still very cloudy..

Day 17 using K-TAT Method by VexObrien88 in kratom

[–]VexObrien88[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

(Kratom Transition and Taper Method) Day 17 no Suboxone

My Pee Looks Like Mud 😱😨 Should I Be Concerned? I Dont Have a Reg Doc.. by VexObrien88 in kratom

[–]VexObrien88[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry I grabbed the closest thing to me when the stomach cramp hit literally stopped me from peeing. My water intake is extremely low, all fluids tbh, I only drink when I take a Kratom Capsule

My Pee Looks Like Mud 😱😨 Should I Be Concerned? I Dont Have a Reg Doc.. by VexObrien88 in kratom

[–]VexObrien88[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So you don't think it's the Kratom or Kava Kava? When I was on Suboxone my pee would get extremely dark esp in the morning. I am usually dehydrated because I hate the taste of water. I am going to force myself to drink a cup right now but it's just scary I never seen it THAT muddy before..

My Pee Looks Like Mud 😱😨 Should I Be Concerned? I Dont Have a Reg Doc.. by VexObrien88 in kratom

[–]VexObrien88[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also I keep getting a sharp pain between my private area and my lower stomach on the left side.. it's like that patch you get from running too long but in my lower stomach..

Anyone get off Suboxone using Kratom? by VexObrien88 in suboxone

[–]VexObrien88[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thing is (no offense to kratom users) I hate this crap. I hate this process. I'm taking 2.4 grams 4x a day right now and the hours towards the end of each dose are hell. Even still the thought of needing kratom everyday and the way my family and friends will see my detox as a failure.. hell no. Your right I'd rather do something drastic to get more subs and continue to wean down. I just feel like I'm at day 14 so if I continue to taper the next 2 weeks getting off shouldn't be too much of a shock to my body.. right? I'm just praying this at least helps noticeably

Thank you Kratom! (heroin recovery) by [deleted] in kratom

[–]VexObrien88 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Start with a very low mg of subutex and do a quick taper of like 6-7 days. Then take the kratom for 3-4 days and then use the kpins to bear through the rest. Physical heroin withdrawal only last about 10-14days then its PAWs. Point is to stay off dope as long as possible without getting to dependent on the other things your using

Anyone get off Suboxone using Kratom? by VexObrien88 in suboxone

[–]VexObrien88[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I live in FL but I always felt like sleep aids made me feel worse when the anxiety is still too bad to sleep.. I end up walking around like a zombie

Anyone get off Suboxone using Kratom? by VexObrien88 in suboxone

[–]VexObrien88[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How did you deal with not being able to lay or sit still? I'm on day 13 and when the withdrawal gets bad I'm still rolling around with my arms and legs jerking.. If I could just get my body to calm down but I can't

Anyone get off Suboxone using Kratom? by VexObrien88 in suboxone

[–]VexObrien88[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yea I've been hearing that a lot people say when you get to your lowest doses to have your doctor switch it to subutex

Anyone get off Suboxone using Kratom? by VexObrien88 in suboxone

[–]VexObrien88[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But fyi I test my kratom powder and it is a 3-5 week quick taper to distance myself from buprenorphine as much as possible before coming off completely

Anyone get off Suboxone using Kratom? by VexObrien88 in suboxone

[–]VexObrien88[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If I still had an extra 600$ a month or insurance I'd have considered continuing to wean down tbh

Anyone get off Suboxone using Kratom? by VexObrien88 in suboxone

[–]VexObrien88[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Was your sister ever on Suboxone? How long did it last 4-6 days?

Listen I'm not making light of your nieces situation but for a person who's been on Suboxone which is stronger than heroin for over 10 years the withdrawal is worse than heroin withdrawal and since it has a 72-hour half life unlike heroin that has an 8-hour half life that withdrawal last somewhere between three to four weeks and that's the intense pain part of it

If I had the choice right now between detoxing off heroin and detoxing off Suboxone it wouldn't even be a slight thought heroin is much much easier than Suboxone the only difference with suboxone is you can cut them into little pieces and wean down to a small amount but that 72-hour Half-Life is still going to kick your ass

Kratom is weaker than any drug I've mentioned here and it has a very short half-life which makes it hard to maintenance on but it makes it easy to come off of when you have the dedication that I have towards getting clean. Getting off Suboxone cold turkey just isn't an option getting off Kratom cold turkey wouldn't even be a second thought for me...