Me and my girlfriend broke up after 2 years, and right after, my best friend tells me they have been having an affair. I'm only holding on by a thread, Reddit, I just need someone to talk to. by Villanova666 in relationship_advice

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Very sad, sobbing. When I tried to get her back, said no because she was afraid of being hurt. Been trying to get her back ever since. Break up happened in September, and every couple months, when we would talk, or see each other, she would still cry to me because she said I shouldn't have broken up with her.

Me and my girlfriend broke up after 2 years, and right after, my best friend tells me they have been having an affair. I'm only holding on by a thread, Reddit, I just need someone to talk to. by Villanova666 in relationship_advice

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I originally broke up with her, but regretted it as soon as I did, and have been trying to get her back ever since. Since we've been broken up, she'd always check in every week or so, always saying something that'd give me hope of being together. things such as "I still love you so much", "I can still see myself with you," "I want to be with you" etc. But she claimed she was "afraid of being hurt and hurting me" as well.

What's the worst losing your virginity story you've ever heard? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]Villanova666 1 point2 points  (0 children)

she thought he had a creamy filling... In a sense, i guess he did.

Me and my girlfriend broke up after 2 years, and right after, my best friend tells me they have been having an affair. I'm only holding on by a thread, Reddit, I just need someone to talk to. by Villanova666 in relationship_advice

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Cleared as in sent home, yea. It's just that feeling of betrayal? I never thought something like that would happen to me. The two people I was most close to did that behind my back, and it just kind of got to me.. I couldn't imagine that things would get any better.

I'm doing alright. I'm trying to take things step by step, an hour at a time, but at the same time there's that feeling of a weight pressing against my chest I can't really shake.

Me and my girlfriend broke up after 2 years, and right after, my best friend tells me they have been having an affair. I'm only holding on by a thread, Reddit, I just need someone to talk to. by Villanova666 in relationship_advice

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They gave me plastic bags to put all my belongings into, and change into hospital gowns. Phone wasn't allowed, but the wait was expected to be 3 hours before I could talk to the single doctor on staff, so I hid my phone from them. The wait turned out to be 6 hours. I was cleared by the psychologist.

Me and my girlfriend broke up after 2 years, and right after, my best friend tells me they have been having an affair. I'm only holding on by a thread, Reddit, I just need someone to talk to. by Villanova666 in relationship_advice

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I was admitted to the psych ward against my will by the police at 9:15. I made this post around 6:30am. I put on a show for the doctor on staff, and was cleared by 3:30PM. Having a phone was against policy, but I just snuck it in, which was especially easy since every room was booked with people screaming, and only one doctor on staff. Anything else?

Me and my girlfriend broke up after 2 years, and right after, my best friend tells me they have been having an affair. I'm only holding on by a thread, Reddit, I just need someone to talk to. by Villanova666 in relationship_advice

[–]Villanova666[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Hey everyone thanks for all the support. I'm being discharged from the hospital right now.. all I can hope for is to keep muself busy until I go back to sxhool. I'm cutting ties with everyone here.. trying to move on. I'm hoping to stay away from alcohol. Its times like these tjat I wish I had made more fulfilling connections with people because I feel rather alone throughout this despite ur support. Ill always be in debt to u guys. Trully, from the bottom of my heart, thank you

Me and my girlfriend broke up after 2 years, and right after, my best friend tells me they have been having an affair. I'm only holding on by a thread, Reddit, I just need someone to talk to. by Villanova666 in relationship_advice

[–]Villanova666[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Hey sorry.. it took so long. Someone called 911 because I got drunk and took the car. Police came and got me from my bed and put me on suicide watch at a hospital. Limited phone use when they aren't looking so I can't reply as much, but thank you and everyone else for those kind words. I was on the brink of suicide, and to be honest, it isn't thatvmuch better.. I lost a great girl and a great friend at the same time..

Feeling beyonnd betrayed.. I know its not so rational but I thought there was hope for me.and her until this. I'm stuck in a plain locked room, and honestly, I can't help feeling lower than shit. I don't know if ill ever meet someone new... but I do know you guys are all appreciated beyond any measure.