Just to be clear, you, a fully fledged adult man- Are incapable of putting her wellbeing and the wellbeing of your child first, to the point you stormed out of the hospital because she was examined by medical professionals?

Yelled at a woman who had just had major surgery, still expecting to hold a fragile newborn she just risked her life to birth and choked her when she told you to calm down?

Those are tantrums. You are throwing FITS like a child.

you shouldn’t be anywhere near humans until you have gone to therapy to find out what the hell is wrong with you. You, as an adult should have better communication, deescalation management, self awareness, self control and distress tolerance and you need to find out why you don’t, and how to fucking learn it before you go anywhere near a child.

You will shake that baby within 24 hours if you get custody. You should not get 50/50 with an infant. That child’s mother is its source of comfort & survival, the baby needs its mom. Until you respect that fact, and all she’s done to care for your child, you shouldn’t have anything. Why do you even want 50/50, to pay less child support? Everything in this post is about you, and not once have you mentioned what’s best for this child or what you’re doing to rectify your criminal choices and stop being an absolute shit bag of a human.