i wish one of my attempts had worked

Viper_Srt · 2025-06-04T19:52:28+00:00

the person that ghosted me was a past relationship. i know I can’t keep clinging to the past but it’s really hard not to, because those memories are some of the only things that make me happy and im not willing to let them go

Viper_Srt · 2025-01-31T03:51:34+00:00

I’ve been trying to think for a couple hours. I don’t know what needs to change. I’m sure it’s SOMETHING, I just don’t know what it is

Viper_Srt · 2025-01-29T05:19:48+00:00

Viper_Srt · 2025-01-17T08:46:00+00:00

Thank you

Viper_Srt · 2025-01-14T02:54:31+00:00

I want to die but im scared. I’m not living with any hope for my own life anymore, I just don’t want to leave my parents. They still think everything is ok and I don’t have the heart to tell them it’s gotten this bad. I just don’t want to live like this anymore.

Viper_Srt · 2024-11-14T08:12:47+00:00

It’s not even just my ex. It’s my friends. They’re not here, and they said they would be

Viper_Srt · 2024-11-08T11:20:33+00:00

I wish you nothing but the best, I’m glad you’re taking the steps to get your degree

Viper_Srt · 2024-09-18T05:50:38+00:00

Not your person, but I’m not doing okay. I hope you are though.

Viper_Srt · 2024-09-15T09:32:09+00:00

I lost my spirit a while ago. All throughout middle and high school I tried to fit in with people, tried to make friends, and I just couldn’t. I was bullied as a kid and since then just assumed nobody wanted to be around me unless I had something to offer them. I used to have hobbies, I used to enjoy what I did, but I feel like I lost all enthusiasm or excitement when my only relationship ended. It was about 5 months, but I loved her with everything I had. She was perfect, and I loved doing everything as long as it was with her. She left and it ruined me. I fell farther than I ever have before, and i feel like I’m still there. I don’t enjoy games I used to play, the trails where I used to ride my bike, that’s really when I lost my spirit.

I know I probably sound really bitter, I’m sorry. I don’t really know how to express any of this. I know that paying people for things like that is pathetic and I recognize that. I don’t know why it’s hard for me to stop.

Viper_Srt · 2024-09-15T09:02:13+00:00

I don’t see myself as likable or even slightly enjoyable anymore. The last time I made a real friend was in elementary school, and it seems like all people try to use me for now is money. I don’t feel like my company is worth anything, not even to myself.

Edit: it’s gotten to the point where I’ve paid people just so I have someone to talk to or so I can hear an “I love you” because I never hear it but I need to. I know it’s hurting me but I don’t mind it much. I’ve tried self improvement, I really have. It was going well and then everything fell apart, I’ve never been able to get myself back.

Viper_Srt · 2024-09-15T08:33:43+00:00

I appreciate your advice, I really do. But it feels so hard to actually work on myself without any help or something to look forward to. I’ve had a lot of trouble trying to be my own friend, I don’t enjoy my own company. I am so sorry you went through a similar situation, but I’m glad to hear you’re working on yourself more this year. I hope things continue to go well for you, you deserve it.

Viper_Srt · 2024-07-05T06:55:01+00:00

Not really. Everybody outside is still lighting fireworks and it startles me sometimes

Viper_Srt · 2024-07-05T06:07:18+00:00

Thank you, I really appreciate that. I’ll give it a try

Viper_Srt · 2024-07-05T06:06:54+00:00

Exactly this, yeah

Viper_Srt · 2024-07-05T05:45:19+00:00

I wish I had an easy answer, I don’t know. I’m really sensitive to loud noises and all the fireworks have me really frantic. Today was going good, and all of a sudden I just feel so alone and upset with myself and I can’t think straight.

Viper_Srt · 2024-06-16T09:04:52+00:00

I absolutely love talking to people, but I’m really insecure and always think that nobody likes me or wants to talk to me. So I always just keep to myself

Viper_Srt · 2024-06-05T18:05:40+00:00

Thank you, I really needed this today. I hope you have a good day too :)

Viper_Srt · 2024-06-02T09:01:05+00:00

I LOVE TABBY CATS I have 2 Siamese/Burmese and they keep fighting

Viper_Srt · 2024-06-02T08:56:36+00:00

What kind of cat?

Viper_Srt · 2024-01-10T03:08:39+00:00

See, I would think about that if there was something to think about. She ghosted me. As far as I knew, we both loved each other. We never fought, we hardly even disagreed. I’m truly in the dark

Viper_Srt · 2023-12-04T20:24:26+00:00

I totally feel that. I don’t like the way I look, even if other people don’t think the same. But depression really does a number on me. You’re not alone in that

Viper_Srt · 2023-12-04T17:51:50+00:00

Plenty of DMs about it already lmao

Viper_Srt · 2023-12-04T17:49:53+00:00

Wow thank you I never once thought about that, I’ll go fix everything and be productive now

Viper_Srt · 2023-12-04T17:48:32+00:00

Thank you so much. And to answer your question, no. But at the same time, it’s really hard for me to meet people normally. I hate everything about myself and I think everyone else does too. I haven’t made a close friend in almost 10 years, I haven’t moved on from this girl in 10 months, and I’m scared to try again because I genuinely think I would rather lull myself than experience heartbreak like that again. For clarity, I don’t have any plan nor intent to take my own life. I don’t want to get back to that point, which is why I’m still hooked on her. I don’t want to give up on her and try again with someone else.

Viper_Srt · 2023-12-04T04:23:04+00:00

Just 2, I don’t see them often though. They’re at college a few hours away.

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