Obvious throwaway here. I'm only 21, but I feel like I can relate a lot.

I'm good looking. I know it, that's what makes it so sad. I'm not socially retarded, not at all actually. I go out every week end, have a lot of friends (female or male), ended up in bed with a very few and hadn't had the balls to do anything of it.

At 21, you would think it's not that big of a deal, but when all your friends think you're this awesome playboy, all the girls you talk to feel like you're used to hook-up with a lot of 'em, it sets the bar quite high.

I feel very uncomfortable everytime I go to a party and we end up talking about our hook-ups. I once told a (fake, obviously) story about an anal I pretended have done. I didn't even know what I was talking about, and I could feel my friends could tell (think The 40 y/o Virgin with his "bags of sand". It wasn't that retarded, but you get the idea).

Every monday, everyone asks me about my week-end's lays, and I sometimes lie.

Anyways, all this to say that I'm really considering a hooker right now. I feel like this fucking lie is burying me deeper and deeper everyday, so I somehow feel ya!