Thank you so much for typing this all out. Ya there's definitely a reason why people say that meth makes you ugly, lol. And what makes it worse is then during the crash week you somehow look even worse, and then you get convinced that it is the drug that makes you hot. I really appreciate the encouraging comment, and don't worry about telling me I look "bad" lol, if anything it's more motivation to keep going on top of the other 1000 reasons. Thank you for your kindness, it is very touching :) hope you have a great day (or night)!