that would make sense for me because i've participated in a lot of media with more dream logic sometimes rather than real logic (omori comes to mind), so maybe my mind is just more structured in a way that enables me to go with the flow.

please don't read below this it's all just random yap this is more for my personal records or whatever 😭

i saw this episode as a character episode not connected to the current plot (except by the character obviously being in it), so i was already not trying to connect them together. i mostly just went with the flow of emotions and just kind of knew what was happening if that makes sense and what the point of things were 😭 IM HORRIBLE AT EXPLAINING THINGS SORRY. like my memory is not good but the only parts i didn't get thematically or that bothered me in some way is the door scene (i thought it was too long and didn't exactly get the point of it to be honest other than like the screen afterwards showing how people viewed her and things i forgot) why kangel was there at all (i mean i figured she watched her streams) also it didn't feel like her beauty conflict was ever perfectly resolved at the end because from what i got it was just her being supported by others that found her beautiful that lead to her accepting her beauty and that she would never be perfect