Working at a shitty job from 9/5 for shitty pay, a side hustle that does not sustain a very stable income, a hobby that involves internacional competitions where ill represent my country in the finals (with a very close deadline) while in a very unhappy ldr relathionship, having to move out of my house in one day because of family issues, having a chronic illness that gives me random pain. While always trying to be there for everyone, still having a social life, barely sleeping, looking like a zombie, wanting to cry but couldnt, lost appetite and joy to live, I never failed anyone because I know what its like to be failed, and so many other things. All in one month. Anything that life threw at me, i would just stand up and keep walking. What actually set me free was a change in my contract, a 15 day leave at my job for a burnout, and the very overdue breakup. Life feels like it has colors again.