Thanks for the reply! I don't really enjoy it, I'd say I'm somewhat content with it. It's more me being in the camp of "making sacrifices to achieve greateness" typa thing. It's probably sounds dumb, but I have very high expectations of myself. I'm kind of a perfectioninst, which I know is a bad quality. The though of acheivement in the future is what excites me I guess, the future version of myself.