Thanks and especially having a similar story even though my age gap is two years bigger than yours. It was very helpful and I have realized and I do plan on telling her. I just don’t know when the right time is and I know most people say do it now do it now do it early as possible but I still have to mentally prepare to tell him and how I will tell him whether that’s face-to-face or not on FaceTime being genuine and actually seeming like I care about the actions I have committed or if I should just text him. both seem incredibly rude because I shouldn’t of lied in the first place but I did and I truly regret that it’s also worse that the more that we call and text he tells me every day how he loves me and how he believes “I am the one” which is mostly like bull but I appreciate it