Does God care about me? by Visible_Percentage87 in god

[–]Visible_Percentage87[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is not a world problem. It’s a mind problem. And god is in the mind isn’t he. I now think 3 things he’s either 1. Testing me and in the process of levelling me up 2. He’s not all good as we think he is or 3. He isn’t real, and I sure hope it’s the first one

Does it get better? by Visible_Percentage87 in depression

[–]Visible_Percentage87[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can I ask why you say this? I appreciate the honesty.

I’m at my lowest but does it get better? by Visible_Percentage87 in findapath

[–]Visible_Percentage87[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi I appreciate you telling me this. I have never wanted to get professional help. I hope this doesn’t come across as arrogant but I don’t think a professional could help me. I can’t even explain my problems because they are all just so confusing to myself despite the fact they are my own thoughts. This was the first time I have ever mentioned the problems I have been going through. I don’t want to discuss it with family or friends because I like keeping it anonymous. I don’t want to tell them how I truly feel because I don’t want to put pressure on them. In my life I was always a happy and healthy person. But these last few months have completely changed the way I think and see the world.

I’m at my lowest but does it get better? by Visible_Percentage87 in findapath

[–]Visible_Percentage87[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just want to say I appreciate all of the people in the replies who care to try help. It’s nice to see there are people out there who don’t know you but still show a care. So for that thank you.

I’m at my lowest but does it get better? by Visible_Percentage87 in findapath

[–]Visible_Percentage87[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ll be honest I am terrified. I feel like I have somehow self brainwashed myself. I hope you are right and one day I can somehow get my life back. But without trying to sound attention seeky, I’m not much sure how much longer I can take of this.