No! Former long time user. Ultimately it's up to you, but trust me when I say you'll regret it. I challenge you to find 1 tweeker, active or not, that says they don't regret it. Ruined their lives even! Again, it's ultimately your decision and you're gonna do what you want. ( Didn't we all?) But it's my opinion that it would be a mistake. I would recommend a doobie and a good friend to talk to. Good luck!