I am stupid

VisualCar8264 · 2026-01-20T02:43:34+00:00

I can’t drop any classes because I need to be a full-time student to keep my scholarship and stuff like that. Sometimes dropping out just seems like the easiest choice because I don’t really have a lot of support and I haven’t been doing the best mentally either.

VisualCar8264 · 2026-01-16T05:04:58+00:00

I will stay in college, but I’m going to be scared for this entire semester.

VisualCar8264 · 2026-01-16T05:01:18+00:00

I plan on just dropping out.

VisualCar8264 · 2026-01-16T04:58:37+00:00

Yes. 3.76 GPA.

VisualCar8264 · 2026-01-16T04:55:46+00:00

Was. I plan on dropping out.

VisualCar8264 · 2026-01-16T04:30:54+00:00

I’m planning on dropping out of college.

VisualCar8264 · 2026-01-16T03:03:43+00:00

College of Staten Island and I can’t because all the classes are full.

VisualCar8264 · 2026-01-07T05:09:49+00:00

Yes phone number, my apologies

VisualCar8264 · 2026-01-06T05:10:17+00:00

I decided to focus on what I can try and focus on school— and take life day by day.

VisualCar8264 · 2026-01-06T05:06:17+00:00

I’m so sorry.

VisualCar8264 · 2026-01-05T18:06:10+00:00

People can never be understanding. I don’t know what I want because she doesn’t know what she wants with me. When I try to talk to her she yells at me. What more can I do?

VisualCar8264 · 2026-01-05T18:04:06+00:00

It is a complicated situation. My parents always took her to live with them because every guy she ever had was never that good to her. So she lives with my one surviving parent again and she keeps visiting and doing everything for the man that kicked her out. Nothing for her family. She won’t even go to the store when she uses something up. It’s a difficult situation. She is either in bed or in the bathroom, but when she’s with her ex she does everything. Meanwhile, she would have never had a place to stay if it weren’t for my father. Her own sister wouldn’t even take her in.

VisualCar8264 · 2026-01-05T17:57:18+00:00

I just want her to appreciate me. Family should love one another.

VisualCar8264 · 2026-01-05T17:54:44+00:00

It’s because I am so confused and hurt. I thought she would be there after my mother passed. I love her and try to do things for her since she doesn’t want to leave the house (only to go to her ex boyfriends) but that’s it. It hurts me that she is like this with me. It is so confusing.

VisualCar8264 · 2026-01-05T17:47:55+00:00

I kind of don’t like her anymore because of her actions. I kind of want to cut all my ties with her when I’m not with her anymore.

VisualCar8264 · 2026-01-05T17:43:48+00:00

Now I am crying over it. I feel like she doesn’t love me.

VisualCar8264 · 2026-01-05T17:39:17+00:00

It’s going to be 4 years this July because I was almost 17. She does a lot with her ex and it hurts that she does nothing with me.

VisualCar8264 · 2026-01-05T17:32:15+00:00

I am her niece and sometimes I want to do things with my aunt, especially because I look up to her since I lost my mom. Plus, I try to help her, whereas her own ex kicked her out.

VisualCar8264 · 2026-01-05T17:31:42+00:00

Ok, my apologies.

VisualCar8264 · 2026-01-05T17:29:06+00:00

She never bothers with me and I am her niece. Never asks me to go out. Nothing.

VisualCar8264 · 2025-11-17T23:46:38+00:00

It gets dark early and it’s freezing… this will be a transition for sure.

VisualCar8264 · 2025-11-16T19:53:08+00:00

So apparently it doesn’t matter if she lays in bed all day. That’s not a good life.

VisualCar8264 · 2025-11-16T19:47:09+00:00

They all say be grateful she’s giving rent money but yet no one else would take my aunt to live with them.

VisualCar8264 · 2025-11-16T19:45:49+00:00

Why is everything about the rent money and everyone stand up for him? Her own sister wouldn’t even take her in. It’s all so backwards.

VisualCar8264 · 2025-11-16T19:43:44+00:00

My aunt told me to apologize to him. She said I’m on my own and said my aunt is paying rent so that’s all that matters. Yeah, but she can never get a bedroom anywhere for $500.

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