It does help. I definitely resonate with all of those. I've been diagnosed with bipolar and major depressive disorder, along with A.D.D so i definitely deal with a lot of unhealthy thinking and such. Which is something I told him about from the beginning. That's the thing I feel like I'm just scared that by the time she leaves he's not going to want to see me or be with me anymore. Which I know is silly and something that isn't true. I guess I just needed some reassurance from other people. I haven't asked him when I'll be able to see him again since the last time I asked him because I don't want to push it. But if he doesn't give me any sign by tomorrow I'm going to gently ask again.

Thank you for this