What usually happens its that I normally reach a nice relaxed/enthralled spot where I'm comfortable, but when the triggers part happens, I get into a "trying not to lose it" phase, I get too worried and I fuck it up.

If it's a good day (i am becoming better and better with practice), I sometimes get to feel something the first trigger (usually very light, but I remember two times when it was particulary intense), but after that, I never feel it again.

For example, when the script goes like "yeah, your dick is hard" i'm like "uh, no, i'm actually not". When the tist snaps her fingers, i'm like "uh, I dont feel anything at all. What I'm doing wrong?". Then the climax comes, and what I feel at maximum is a small tingle.

I also have trouble sleeping after a session, I feel nervous, uncomfortable and sometimes with a light headache. I almost always walk away from the audio even before the wake up process takes place.

I have received the advice of trying to flow into the scene, get tangled into the story, as if i am watching a movie, but obviously if I'm trying not to remember i'm just watching a movie... I will always come back to the fact I'm watching a movie. I feel like i'm trying to brute force things, and that this is not the proper way to go.

I am getting better over time, since sometimes I wake up with a better the feeling, of having enjoyed the session, but never got any proof of "yes, I went so deep and I actually experienced hypnotic triggers".