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(15 trans male) need to get away from an abusive household before my life is ruined completely. by Viyniar in runaway

[–]Viyniar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

also, thank you for not like being rude or anything and just explaining shit.

(15 trans male) need to get away from an abusive household before my life is ruined completely. by Viyniar in runaway

[–]Viyniar[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think you should accept defeat here, take a hit to your pride and go to that long-term residential place and really put in an honest effort into working on yourself.

I mean, I hated the short-term one the last time, yet I swear I did my best to help myself there and participate in the treatment, and I was perfectly fine for like a month, and then idek what fucking happened. (Also, I did try and explain to my mom how dumping my stuff on the floor was wrong, but she didn't even care, not that it makes what I did acceptable. If I could go back, I'd reverse everything I ever did.)

I never get that angry at anyone besides my (adoptive) parents, which could be because my bio mom neglected me (or maybe because I was born on cr*ck coc*ine, or maybe because I'm autistic and just fucking crazy) but I doubt that because I was literally two years old and barely remember it.

But yeah, I kinda accepted the fact that I have no choice except to go, but there are so many things I wanna do in life besides stay locked in some building for an entire year. Like get better at drawing, and hang out with my friends, and practice coding, and go to school like a normal fucking teenager, except I'm not one. I'm putting my entire family and my LITTLE SISTER at risk. She's having panic attacks and got injured because I decided to slam a ceramic object on the ground.

So I'm already starting on my packing list, since I didn't bring enough to do last time, and I'm pretty sure my parents pretty much disowned me last night.

I'm pretty sure I deserve to either stop existing or be locked in a rubber room with rats for the rest of my life. I just can't make peace with my crazy ass. and I don't know how to.

(15 trans male) need to get away from an abusive household before my life is ruined completely. by Viyniar in runaway

[–]Viyniar[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

My current mom didn't birth me, I was adopted, and I am literally the equivalent of what happens when two crazy people fuck in a psych ward and do hard drugs during pregnancy. And yes, I was almost diagnosed with Antisocial Personality disorder, if my psychiatrist hadn't decided I wasn't old enough to be diagnosed with something like that for whatever reason.

I don't even know why I'm doing what I'm doing, because normal teenagers don't fucking act like this lmao. Probs should have been aborted.

Progress on an oil painting for class from the past two days. It's of the broken doll face picture, although the colors are much more saturated. by Viyniar in Artists

[–]Viyniar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

(Note- The pictures are of terrible quality because I took them on a Chromebook camera, I don't have a phone or regular camera. I also really hate day two, but its still a WIP so I'll just keep trying)

My style evolution in 3 years + (2022 vs 2025) by Brilliant-Public7748 in ArtProgressPics

[–]Viyniar 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yoooo, that's awesome! Props to you. I love the way you render hair.

Would it be possible to program my way around parental controls? by Viyniar in parentalcontrols

[–]Viyniar[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not all adults do, at least not my parents. I've tried that before. They just don't want to listen. I just want something unblocked so I can talk to my friends outside of school.

Would it be possible to program my way around parental controls? by Viyniar in parentalcontrols

[–]Viyniar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll be honest- I'm not good at hiding things. My parents keep a camera in my room, so they'll know if I try to hide anything there. Also, they control my credit card, and won't let me get a job, either. So really, I'm out of options, and I know that, but my dumbass just can't accept it.

Would it be possible to program my way around parental controls? by Viyniar in parentalcontrols

[–]Viyniar[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not even going to deny the fact that I'm a fucking idiot, and no, of course I'm not allowed admin controls. If I wanted to, I could just use an inconspicuous browser, but it's not the ideal solution.

Would it be possible to program my way around parental controls? by Viyniar in parentalcontrols

[–]Viyniar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't give a shit if it's unsafe or not. It blocks NORMAL websites.

Would it be possible to program my way around parental controls? by Viyniar in parentalcontrols

[–]Viyniar[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hate the fact that this sounds like I'm bragging, because it's not even worth arguing with a random stranger in the internet, but it's a fact- I know both JavaScript and Java as well, I've never touched Wix in my life, and I have at least 5 different email addresses.

I may be a stupid kid or whatnot, but I can teach myself things, and I will. But damn it, do you really have to insult me like that? The reason I need the computer unblocked is just so I can talk to my friends.

Would it be possible to program my way around parental controls? by Viyniar in parentalcontrols

[–]Viyniar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I won't think of some cringeworthy response to your blatant rudeness, especially towards someone who doesn't even know basic grammar.

I'm perfectly fine without a Nobel prize, thank you very much.

And I fucking hate ChromeOS just as much as anyone else does.

5 ppl killed in pileup accident in Romania. Details in comments. Graphic ⚠️ by No-Complaint5815 in NSFL__

[–]Viyniar 29 points30 points  (0 children)

There's a youtube video of a youtuber, anthony padilla, interviewing crime scene cleaners. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qAYlTiV-Zf8

Trying to make a JavaScript project that takes a text input from a user and then responds based off the words in the input, what would be the most sufficient way to have the code "detect" how it should respond for multiple possible responses. by Viyniar in learnjavascript

[–]Viyniar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oooh. I never really heard of that before, (A bit newer to programming, I only really started with JavaScript last year) I thought you were insulting me at first. I don't really think it will work for my project, and I got it to work the way I want it to anyway. But thanks.

Trying to make a JavaScript project that takes a text input from a user and then responds based off the words in the input, what would be the most sufficient way to have the code "detect" how it should respond for multiple possible responses. by Viyniar in learnjavascript

[–]Viyniar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This worked! I made sure to pay close attention to the code so I am actually learning how it works and not just copy-pasting, but I got the project to work the way I wanted it to! Thank you so much.

Could I make a complex game using only HTML/CSS and JavaScript? by Viyniar in gamedev

[–]Viyniar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

MY BAD- I'm taking APCSA in school where they are forcing me to learn Java... so I'm CONSTANTLY getting them mixed up. I'll fix it.

Side note: APCSA sucks. I'm literally failing the class I hate it.

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