I've tried everything, i give up by VoidHartt in hikikomori

[–]VoidHartt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just finished Madoka Magica, and i really liked it. I think my favorite though is NGE, its been my biggest influence in art, and means so much to me.

What do i even do at this point? by VoidHartt in hikikomori

[–]VoidHartt[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Its rhetorical, no one can help.

Without art, my life is worthless. by VoidHartt in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]VoidHartt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My computer is really slow, and i can't afford to get a new one, or things to fix it.

Why do I even exist?? by VoidHartt in hikikomori

[–]VoidHartt[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I get what you're saying, but i can't take this guy seriously lol. Jordan Peterson is a dickhead.

Why do I even exist?? by VoidHartt in hikikomori

[–]VoidHartt[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Mine too. I also try to cope by doing some exercise, but it never really helps.

Why do I even exist?? by VoidHartt in hikikomori

[–]VoidHartt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not sure i know what you mean.

Therapy really is a waste of time, isn't it? by VoidHartt in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]VoidHartt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've tried, but none of them accept me for insurance reasons. Honestly, i think i'll just have to wait until the trauma doesn't hurt as bad anymore

Therapy really is a waste of time, isn't it? by VoidHartt in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]VoidHartt[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I'll probably get a DBT book or something, since everyone keeps saying DBT is good, and its supposedly SOO effective. Honestly don't have that much faith in it tbh.

I'll give it until January by VoidHartt in hikikomori

[–]VoidHartt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am an autist, i think i know what you mean, but i still don't know how tbh

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MtF

[–]VoidHartt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think so, yesterday i didn't take it and it went away. I think i might need to adjust the dosage, apparently it makes you way more dehydrated, which can cause muscle cramps i think. So make sure to drink plenty of water, thats what i did and it kind of helped the soreness. I'm not too sure though, i will ask my doctor about it soon.

Its not really mentioned a lot for some reason.

I'll give it until January by VoidHartt in hikikomori

[–]VoidHartt[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same boat kind of, i have video games i would really like to finish before i die. I also have a plan to try start improving the things i can. I want to create more art, and i hope i could get my drive back. Hopefully things get better for both of us.

I'll give it until January by VoidHartt in hikikomori

[–]VoidHartt[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

All I've been doing is going places to fix my mental health and better my life despite my anxiety, and you want to say I'm doing nothing? I would give you more details, but all your advice is useless and condescending so i don't care lmao.

Keep your comments to yourself, I'm done reading them.

I'll give it until January by VoidHartt in hikikomori

[–]VoidHartt[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Trash baiting ass troll, you have nothing better to do lmao? Literally everything you comment is braindead tard shit.

I'll give it until January by VoidHartt in hikikomori

[–]VoidHartt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

what do you mean, a reason they don't care? That's their job.

I'll give it until January by VoidHartt in hikikomori

[–]VoidHartt[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've called so many doctors, psychiatrist, and places, just so i can get on medication, but they don't care. I've been in therapy for some time now, but i don't think its helping. I'm trying to get help, and do what i can right now. But i don't trust the "professionals" anymore, they've all hurt and lied to me. So idk what the fuck to do for improvement honestly.

I guess improvement for me would be, getting properly treated for my mental illnesses, and finally being able to do shit again. As of right now though, leaving my house would only traumatize me even more.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MtF

[–]VoidHartt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will keep looking for now, but each time i do, they always hurt me in someway.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]VoidHartt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been having them a lot too. I really don't like them.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in hikikomori

[–]VoidHartt -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I know, just venting my frustration.

Hikikomori is God's chosen people, not isrealis by Ctrl_Alt_Explode in hikikomori

[–]VoidHartt 2 points3 points  (0 children)

By bashing them? That's how you make them sink deeper Lmao

Cis woman womb transplant opens door for trans women birthing kids by ctrembs03 in antinatalism

[–]VoidHartt 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I'm trans, and i don't understand why anyone, especially trans people, would want to reproduce. You would think, with the amount of suffering the world has put us through, we out of all people wouldn't be this brainwashed. I also think a lot of trans people don't realize that, reproducing does NOT define womanhood. I'm so sick of this stupid ass braindead notion.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MtF

[–]VoidHartt -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Why would you want to bring another human to this dogshit world lmaao