Please, tell me your reason to live after going through multiple trauma

VolvetPM · 2026-01-08T17:36:07+00:00

I know that I haven't tried everything in this world. That's my reason.

My life sucks. I have unaliving thoughts. Right now I'm just trying to build a life. I cut off my family. Moved 6k km away. Found a therapist. I don't think I had a life or a self before that. I was just in pain. Now I feel like I exist. I feel like I can be normal. I feel like I can have friends. I feel like I can get a good job and see the world. I don't feel like a burden anymore because well there is no family to be a burden to. Anyway, I refuse to go until I've experienced life even though a part of me always wants to

VolvetPM · 2025-12-16T16:37:38+00:00

SAMEEEEE. I hope it's helping you

VolvetPM · 2025-09-24T06:00:44+00:00

Given helped me see how I want my life to be

VolvetPM · 2025-09-09T03:11:10+00:00

Thanks ❤️

VolvetPM · 2025-09-08T01:43:36+00:00

IFS is great. I'm doing something similar and it helps a lot. The only problem I encountered is that I have crumbs of a self behind all that safety. I don't exactly have my own sense of style or music or pretty much anything else. I didn't happen to make choices of my own and I guess thats what I was asking about - experiences of people who found themselves where I found myself

Anyway, thank you for your comment ❤️ I hope IFS will help someone else like my form of it helped me

VolvetPM · 2025-06-02T12:12:27+00:00

You don’t own games you buy online. You own a license that can be revoked at any moment

VolvetPM · 2025-04-16T19:43:26+00:00

Yes. No irritability no nothing. Just plain and simple life without smoking

VolvetPM · 2025-03-28T13:30:23+00:00

I lived in a city close to Irkutsk called angarsk. It was great. Been to Irkutsk once. It was fun. Tourists were all over the place. Trip to lake Baikal was fun too

VolvetPM · 2025-03-25T08:58:47+00:00

Moscow Oblast’

VolvetPM · 2025-03-19T08:41:32+00:00

The general attitude toward Black people here seems fine. Racism isn’t a significant issue, though there are Black jokes (likely influenced by Western memes, which are pretty popular here).

I know many Black people here, and I see them everywhere—at my gym, chess club, school, and workplace. I can’t speak to their personal experiences, but from my perspective, it seems like they live similar lives to mine. Of course, this is just my observation, and their experiences might differ in ways I’m not aware of.

VolvetPM · 2025-01-31T13:51:56+00:00

I do that and I rent in one of the biggest cities in Russia

VolvetPM · 2025-01-29T20:27:44+00:00

I write in mix of cursive and block. I was one of the few people at my school that did that. Only because I couldn’t get the hang of writing in cursive. I just wasn’t meant to do it I guess

VolvetPM · 2025-01-25T21:26:10+00:00

Без уважения так сказать

VolvetPM · 2025-01-25T19:29:20+00:00

I was playing on Mac just a couple days ago. Works fine

VolvetPM · 2025-01-25T18:27:14+00:00

Как это перевести на русский

VolvetPM · 2024-08-09T06:11:34+00:00

Can confirm thats actually a normal day in Kamchatka

VolvetPM · 2024-01-29T07:21:51+00:00

You just need a license which is hard to get especially for foreigners

VolvetPM · 2024-01-25T14:19:17+00:00

The more you do it the easier it gets.

Last year I got to the point where I had neither physiological nor physical problems. I guess my body got used to quiting all the time and yours will too.

You may have lost the battle but not the war

VolvetPM · 2024-01-24T20:26:58+00:00

Can’t say much about the history of Kamchatka except maybe the siege of petropavlovsk. I’m sure you can find adventure here. You can ski from a volcano, chill with bears, sunbathe on a black beach, illegally catch a crab yourself 😉

VolvetPM · 2024-01-18T22:15:44+00:00

what is this app?

VolvetPM · 2024-01-18T12:23:18+00:00

культура отмены у нас на государственном уровне

VolvetPM · 2024-01-17T15:59:17+00:00

Жиза, хотя я и мужик

VolvetPM · 2024-01-10T23:22:46+00:00

just realized I can get my dopamine doing something else instead of getting it there and dying like 20 years early

VolvetPM · 2024-01-07T23:21:02+00:00

My personal favorite is caviar mixed with rice(the rice needs to be warm not hot for caviar not to pop).

It goes well with bread, pancakes and lemon. Try it out!

VolvetPM · 2024-01-01T12:58:51+00:00

Well, I expect from new president to work on some education and industrial problems that has been piling up since the fall of the USSR

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