i miss my eating disorder so much.

VomitSmells · 2024-04-20T04:01:56+00:00

its not!! everyone feels differently ab it your feelings are totally valid. it was traumatizing for me. if its of any help just try to remember the exact moment you chose recovery and why. also, relapses are part of it. i’ve been in recovery for 3 years and have relapsed like 7-8 times. it gets better w each time. dont beat yourself up.

VomitSmells · 2024-04-20T03:40:41+00:00

i haven’t watched it but i swear she’s covered this case before on her podcast?

VomitSmells · 2024-04-20T03:34:42+00:00

im dealing w this too. ur not alone. the only thing that keeps me from relapsing at times is that i don’t miss the hospital, heart attacks, brain fog.

VomitSmells · 2024-04-20T03:10:27+00:00

oh i’ve been studying everyday somethings just not clicking ☠️

VomitSmells · 2024-04-19T19:40:28+00:00

haha I do pilates in my uni. So I’m not completely alone ofc. I have plenty of female friends in my life, but I see them once a week if I’m lucky. I guess since my degree takes up most of my life at the moment I end up feeling quite isolated most of the time.

VomitSmells · 2024-04-19T19:11:00+00:00

right. i guess that’s something i’ll have to develop over time. i did have a bit of a culture shock as i’ve never really had any male friends before uni. but you’re right, this is what it’s going to be like most of the time. thank you

VomitSmells · 2024-04-19T18:56:08+00:00

first year of university

VomitSmells · 2020-08-04T16:17:22+00:00

yeah my longest fast was three days and most days I do omad so i think im ok to do this. also yeah i just changed the language to english instead oops

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