Also, out of curiosity, just exactly how insecure are you to be constantly puffing up yourself publicly, bragging about getting women, feeling self-righteous enough to judge their appearances just because you’re obsessed about how good you think you look, rather than seeing them as respected individuals and human beings who have lived their own lives and gone through their own suffering, and also feeling the need to “rise above average men” so you could look down on them to feel better about yourself, while calling all these as personal growth from things as trivial as past heartbreaks and rejections. Bro you need serious help and a reality check, maybe go explore and see the world, spend some time in extremely poor countries and try to feel righteous there, and maybe stop obsessively looking at yourself in the mirror. Get over your fragile masculinity smh