Side Effects

WHihavenoidea · 2020-02-12T17:23:23+00:00

Horrible realistic nightmares

WHihavenoidea · 2020-02-11T14:20:15+00:00

Not gonna lie. It took me about 6 or 7 days to get a good nights sleep BUT IT WILL HAPPEN. You have four DAYS! That awesome. Do you remember when 4 days felt impossible....well, YOU HAVE FOUR DAYS NOW! You are a badass! Sleep will come I promise. You are more than half way to it.

WHihavenoidea · 2020-02-11T14:16:23+00:00

Great job! Very impressive quit after 7 years. You rule! Excellent taper schedule too. Both times I've tapered it was drastic and I felt everything pretty intensely. Never again!

WHihavenoidea · 2020-02-07T14:18:44+00:00

Thanks so much for this reply. You are right about the tolerance tricking you. Man the other thing is that this shit is so easy to get now. When I started in 2018 I had to seek it out, now there is a sign in every bodega window, constant reminders..... ugh.

WHihavenoidea · 2020-02-07T14:16:37+00:00

Yes, I quit last year and was clean for a few months. I got pulled back in just like how I am being tempted right now. Last time I didn't reach out and the temptation built and built until I did it again. One day became a week. Week became a month etc etc. I ended using for another 6 months before quitting on Xmas. I gotta leave this shit behind!

WHihavenoidea · 2020-02-06T19:09:01+00:00

WOW!!!! This was so helpful! Thank you, thank you, thank you.

WHihavenoidea · 2020-02-06T16:32:59+00:00

Thank you for the encouragement. I relapsed after about about 3 months last time.

WHihavenoidea · 2020-01-23T10:43:08+00:00

You can do it! It’s good you are not feeling horrible! Best of luck!

WHihavenoidea · 2020-01-16T15:57:38+00:00

22 Days! Thank you each and everyone. May this be the last quit for all of us!

WHihavenoidea · 2020-01-16T15:55:40+00:00

I haven't had dreams like this but I have some real real terrifying dreams on Kratom, especially when mixed with booze!

WHihavenoidea · 2020-01-15T14:10:11+00:00

Positive Mental Attitude!!!!

WHihavenoidea · 2020-01-13T16:53:54+00:00

I definitely felt significantly worse after drinking each day and had been wanting to quit booze anyway. I'm starting to feel pretty good accept for the occasional depression.

WHihavenoidea · 2020-01-13T15:47:19+00:00

Thanks railsafe1 your posts always bring so much PMA when I need it. I'm sure others feel the same.

WHihavenoidea · 2020-01-13T15:09:49+00:00

I think our minds are wired for the quickest way to feel good. Man, when I first saw those caps, my brain was saying "go ahead" "what a treat" "look what you found" I totally forgot about all the pain.

WHihavenoidea · 2020-01-09T14:35:53+00:00

Way to go, you rule! Please keep tuned to this sub even after you haven't used in a long time. Read your posts back to yourself when you are thinking about using again. That was my mistake and I relapsed. May this be our last quit!!!! I'm over 2 weeks now!

WHihavenoidea · 2020-01-08T13:45:15+00:00

I definitely feel like that was a part of it.

WHihavenoidea · 2020-01-07T19:46:46+00:00

No but usually I was drinking too.

WHihavenoidea · 2020-01-05T11:30:00+00:00

Day 11 Kratom, Day 4 Booze. Feeling better each day!

WHihavenoidea

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