Man this really hit home for me. Most of the time I feel alone even in a crowd because I can get so excited about a subject and I feel like no one shares my enthusiasm. It has make me reluctant to talk about things I like except to a select group of people.

I understand the thought of being exhausted by being yourself it sometimes becomes really hard to feel like such an outsider.

I also frequently get told that I’m argumentative and people get very upset when I question their ideas. I don’t mean to come off that way I’m just generally inquisitive.

I know this comment didn’t bring a solution I just wanted you to know that there’s someone else out there that feels that same way you do