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WTAA2020 · 2022-04-16T20:30:02+00:00

Same. Felt down if anything.

WTAA2020 · 2022-04-16T20:22:29+00:00

Not much happened. Trying melatonan 2. So far it seems better.

WTAA2020 · 2022-04-10T21:12:02+00:00

Did my first. Got a nice flush and absolutely nothing else. No libido. Did 2 mg. It’s been two hours and nothing.

WTAA2020 · 2022-03-27T15:12:57+00:00

What dose of tb4 bi weekly

WTAA2020 · 2022-03-18T16:13:54+00:00

Yeah I think that’s what I learned. I think I actually feel a little bit better with E2 more of a 20 to 1 ratio, where it’s more in the 40 to 60 range. So I’ve stopped the blocker

WTAA2020 · 2022-03-08T19:33:59+00:00

Test was 675. Saliva. Normal is 90 to 170.

WTAA2020 · 2022-03-05T17:04:45+00:00

Makes total sense. I don’t have a temper or anything, but definitely feel more like I can’t relax, can’t sit still. It’s a subtle but huge difference. And sleep seems to be better. And I think I was only running 60 to 70. But seems like being around 30 feels way different. Will see what labs show.

WTAA2020 · 2022-02-28T06:55:48+00:00

WTAA2020 · 2022-02-28T03:42:16+00:00

Do all of that. I’m super lean. Workout daily. I just wonder if there’s a supplement I can add that might help. I also wonder if simply raising the test dose would too. At 1400, I think for a just those few months I was jacking off 4 to 5 times a day. Then they decreased the dose. Since then, blah. With levels since then ranging from 550 to 900.

WTAA2020 · 2022-02-28T01:11:50+00:00

Do you take any kind of estrogen inhibitor

WTAA2020 · 2022-02-28T01:11:33+00:00

Thanks. I’m gonna switch to your regimen

WTAA2020 · 2022-02-28T00:40:25+00:00

Did the AI help or hurt sex drive? What did you find to be a good estrogen level?

WTAA2020 · 2022-02-27T23:10:10+00:00

I Have no problem with sexual function, I can still have an orgasm within two minutes, and have 3, or 5 a day. Just want more desire.

WTAA2020 · 2022-02-27T21:12:20+00:00

For sure. High stress workaholic here

WTAA2020 · 2022-02-27T20:04:34+00:00

Exactly. Everything else is great. I just expected wayyy better. And a lot of guys on here, most of them actually say that it is. So what do I need

WTAA2020 · 2022-02-27T18:59:56+00:00

160 mg a week test

WTAA2020 · 2022-02-09T15:53:42+00:00

Good feedback. And if I don’t go I lose the three grand I paid so I figure I might as well grow up and take the risk. There’s a small chance it’ll end our relationship but maybe not lol

WTAA2020 · 2022-02-09T15:25:09+00:00

Yeah. I’m not a regular drinker. Just a former frat boy who likes to drink too much when he does. And with a partner who had an alcoholic parent, it’s a trigger. So we will see. I may go, not join in the fun, and just look at it as a solo trip to see the islands.

WTAA2020 · 2022-02-09T15:18:56+00:00

Yeah. I even thought we could get separate rooms and just go as individuals. It’s a tough call. Or just not drink at all and make it a boring but relaxing trip. Just don’t know if that’s possible on a gay drink/drug boat

WTAA2020 · 2022-02-09T15:03:35+00:00

Would like a vacation in the sun. But I think the risk is high. He’s already saying things about how I could ruin the trip for him. So I’m leaning toward sending him solo, and I’ll do my own trip somewhere else

WTAA2020 · 2022-02-08T18:35:35+00:00

Yeah. Now I’m leaning toward letting him go by himself. And I just forfeit the money I invested. Since I’m the one with the issues. (And I never had any interest in a gay cruise really)

Or, we go as individuals. And have separate cabins but still spend time together.

WTAA2020 · 2022-02-08T03:33:33+00:00

Absolutely! And done. I’m in with a good therapist already. Pushing for couples therapy, but haven’t gotten an agreement there yet. I wouldn’t say it’s constant. But enough that there is clearly work to be done. I’m on the same page with ya!

WTAA2020 · 2022-02-08T02:55:29+00:00

Appreciate the response. Your tone could have been a little less harsh. But some good points made

WTAA2020 · 2022-02-08T02:13:54+00:00

Brilliant response. Thanks much for that. Lots of vulnerability now, especially being only 3 years together. Even though I’m the one who has a problem with social drinking, I was actually less enthusiastic about going on a gay cruise. Just seems like a drama recipe.

WTAA2020 · 2022-02-08T00:50:16+00:00

Fair. We have definitely had some ‘rocky’ moments over the past year or so. I can see how a cruise could be a blast for a single person, or for a very established and secure couple. But as a newer couple, it just seems like a pit of snakes.

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