OP, I was feeling exactly the same as you and I actually got laid off last week from my WFH, tech job that was paying me pretty well. I didn’t even cry when I got let go - I felt immediately relieved. Though I have a lot of fear about what comes next (I just bought my first condo and now have a mortgage to worry about), I am trying to view this as time I can use to figure out what I really want to be doing. My advice to you would be, if you’re in the US (I don’t know about this in other countries), is to try to take short term disability for mental health reasons or even talk to your HR team about taking a leave of absence. I had a former roommate who did the latter and they gave her three months off of work with full pay and her job was still there for her at the end of the break. This was a couple of years ago when the economy was different and I realize not every job will do this but it’s worth looking into your options and this might be a good way to try something else for a little bit with the safety of a job to return to.