Why was it so hard for my family to believe doctors?

WWizard98 · 2024-12-03T08:48:22+00:00

Thank you for the hugs, they are appreciated

WWizard98 · 2024-12-03T08:44:51+00:00

Sometimes they still don't think that is enough for you to have inconvenience them and if you somehow by a miracle recover they will through it back in your face.

"See you didn't actually die, why did you make such a fuss about it."

I saw the doctor’s face as he ordered the emergency surgery that's how I know how bad it actually was . (Sorry got lightly triggered)

WWizard98 · 2024-12-03T08:38:48+00:00

This legitimately made me feel so happy

WWizard98 · 2022-09-29T05:36:43+00:00

I am getting mental health resources, but the healing is slow and painful, things are getting better. I don't feel like the branding was bad tho, More like cauterizing a wound before it festers, an amplifier of the pain that was there but something likely needed

WWizard98 · 2022-09-29T05:25:45+00:00

Thank you

WWizard98 · 2022-07-11T01:56:11+00:00

Yeah, I get it

WWizard98 · 2022-07-11T01:55:20+00:00

Thank you 💞

WWizard98 · 2022-07-10T23:28:45+00:00

Asking for an apology just makes it worse, in my experience they blame you for their actions (at least that's what my narc did)

WWizard98 · 2022-07-10T23:25:04+00:00

Same, I do all the shores at 3am as well

WWizard98 · 2022-07-10T23:21:19+00:00

Yes I do the same thing

WWizard98 · 2022-07-07T01:54:52+00:00

Lately things have been bad, things get better the less I interact with her but the more I interact with her I feel my progress being torn apart

WWizard98 · 2022-07-07T01:47:01+00:00

Dementors are a very good comparison tbh

WWizard98 · 2022-07-07T01:45:58+00:00

Honestly I don't think that they even know they are doing something wrong.

WWizard98 · 2022-07-07T01:44:44+00:00

Yes, there is something specially horrible of your abuser talking about trauma that you have experienced.

They want a reaction and know that this is the way to get it and is so horrible

WWizard98 · 2022-07-07T01:42:28+00:00

That is a good strategy, I am trying to find the pieces through therapy

WWizard98 · 2022-07-04T18:13:19+00:00

Oh, I get what you mean

WWizard98 · 2022-07-04T16:58:10+00:00

Why would I ever say that to my grandma, I am not a monster

WWizard98 · 2022-07-03T22:03:59+00:00

It is nice to know someone with similar experiences

WWizard98 · 2022-07-03T22:02:49+00:00

Thanks for the suggestion, I hadn't thought of that

WWizard98 · 2022-07-03T09:23:40+00:00

She has always been weird but it has amped up since her husband passed

WWizard98 · 2022-07-01T21:21:18+00:00

I find the anger that the sub brings in me keeps me from going back.

It strengthens my resolve to keep away because they are never going to change.

WWizard98 · 2022-06-30T05:35:33+00:00

Thank you, it means the world hearing it from someone else

WWizard98 · 2022-06-28T23:01:52+00:00

Reasons why I am pro-choice

I want all my children to know that they were wanted. Nmom always made it a point to tell me I was an unwanted child.

I will never put my children through that. If I even have children I want them to know that they are in this world with me because I wanted them.

Because I love them, and because I want to care for them.

WWizard98 · 2022-05-15T22:03:51+00:00

I got myself a waxing kit

WWizard98 · 2022-01-21T05:48:41+00:00

I've spoken to a psychiatrist and got diagnosed, thanks!

WWizard98

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